You will be MINE. (on hold)

welcome home rose

HELLO MY PEEP'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to know if you have any story's that you want me to read!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i would love some new story's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love ya!!!!!!!!!!!

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          slowly standing up i walk over to the door just as i opened it i felt a hand grab me and forced me around. looking up i saw it was eric but what he did next surprised me. as he turned me around he.........

          ......Hugged me. it was so strange. i had never received a hug from a guy except for jake. he had been coming to vist at night but saddly was preparing to move. his hug's were different from eric's. with jake i felt safe and cared for. with eric i felt like my world was gonna fall apart and eric would either be the cause or just sit there and watch.

           i tryed to pull back but it was no use. he wouldn't let go. he started muttering about something. he pulled back and looked down at me and what i saw in his eyes scared me more then i ever have been in my life. there in his eyes was the look of true insanity. he looked so insane staring down at me with such an intense look that it made me want to pee my pants.

          he slowly bent down and kissed me. i stood shocked for a second and started to struggle. i kept hitting at him but it was no use. i couldn't get away and the more i struggled the angrier he got. but i didn't care i wanted him to let go now. he was scaring me so much that it was hard to breath. he crushed me hard against his chest and din't let go.

          opening my mouth to scream his hand slapped itself over my mouth. i bit down on his hand but it didn't seem to affect him. as i kept struggling he kept getting rougher and rougher. he was at a point to where i couldn't feel my arms he was holding on so tight. he just wouldn't let go. tears were comeing from my eyes from the pain.

          i kept fighting until i felt a damp cloth go over my mouth. i was confused and kept fighting. he just held it firm against my mouth. it had been a bit i could tell since he was starting to get impatient. then i started to fell so sleepy. my mind felt foggy and everything was starting to get really confusing. as i started to struggle less i realized something. i was getting kidnapped by eric.

         this sucks!

***(Eric's pov)

          she was so beautiful sleeping in my arms. i couldn't wait to get her home. i had finally finished redecoreting the house for her, and finally got tina to fucking do as i say. god she was so tainted by the evils in the world. but she was learning slowly. micheal thought that she was pretty but didn't really have an intrest in her.

          picking up my angel i walked down to the elavator. an officer was in there and gave us a questioning look. i silently shushed him so he wouldn't wake my angel and mouthed that she was asleep. as i walked in he walked out and nodded goodbye. as we went down ever so slowly i watched my angels face. she seemed so peaceful. deep inside she wanted to go with me. she was just slightly tainted by the sluts. i could fix this though. the doors opened and i went to my car.

          putting her in the back seat i softly closed the door and hoped in the front. softly turning on the radio i put it on a soft station so it will help my baby sleep.

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase-

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

          as that song ended another came on

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.

Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...

Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Oh, but God, I want to let it go.

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.

Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.

Never wanted it to be so cold.

Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

I can't hold on to me,

Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.

Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...

Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Don't want to let it lay me down this time.

Drown my will to fly.

Here in the darkness I know myself.

Can't break free until I let it go.

Let me go.

Darling, I forgive you... After all,

Anything is better than to be alone.

And in the end I guess I had to fall.

Always find my place among the ashes.

I can't hold on to me,

Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.

Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...

Lithium, ...stay in love with you.

I'm gonna let it go.

          finally we pulled up to the house and i parked the car. hoping out i quietly got my angel out of the back and brought her in to the house and down to the basement. she would have to stay here until the police stoped looking for her. hopefully that would be soon. walking in tina jumped up from bed quick and stood there staring at me. i walked past her and set my angel on the other bed. kissing her forehead lightly i whispered...

          welcome home rose.