The Other Half of Me (In major editing!)

CHAPTER 11

CHAPTER 11

***Marcel's POV***

Kristen was very excited to see me. She nearly crushed my other leg when she hugged me. I'm glad she was excited to see me. I knew exactly what they were all thinking, plus I heard all of their conversations. It hurt me just to also think that I was dead, I mean I would have known if I was dead but, still it hurt to think that last night was my last night. I would have hated that. Not being able to see Kristen, Gemma, or my mum. I would want to say a few words that would they would remember me by. I couldn't handle it, I also know they wouldn't be able to handle it either.

"Marcel what are you thinking about?" Kristen asked me. I smile and look at her. I just notice Gemma and mum weren't here. They must have left to get us some food.

"I was just thinking on what I would want to say before I die." I tell her. Its the truth I want to know exactly what I'm going to say to everyone.

"Really Marcel. You shouldn't be thinking of things like that just yet. I would cry everyday hoping you will come back. I don't want to lose you Marcel, you don't understand that's my worst fear at this point. I can't image going on in life. I can't do it, you are my push now. I have every class with you, do you know how hard it would be to go to class knowing the one you love is dead. I don't want to be left alone, I want you to hold me and tell me everything will be alright. Even if you know it won't I want you to tell me it still would be. The whole world will stop if you aren't there to be with me, every second, every minute, every hour, every day, week, month, year, century, every millisecond. I don't want to be apart from you. Only when one of us has to use the bathroom, thats the only time I don't want to be with you. You heard me crying when you weren't really dead. I couldn't stop Marcel. Please stay with me forever Marcel. I love you with all my heart. I can't imagine living if you aren't there with me to see the future." Kristen said to me. She was crying at the very beginning. She couldn't stop. I feel terrible. I wish I was her and didn't waste time thinking about stupid stuff. I now know to cherish ever second of my life worrying about her. I'm done wasting my time with stupid stuff.

"Thank you Kristen. I'm sorry for thinking of stuff like that. I'm going to stop wasting my time and worry us." I tell her. I don't want any interruptions I want this to be the best last year of high school.

"I'm glad. Now hold on one second I got to use the bathroom. I love you Celly." Kristen says to me.

I laugh and smile at her.

"I love you too, Kris" I hear her laugh and she walks into the bathroom.

"Crap. I HATE THIS SO FREAKING MUCH. WHY NOW AND NOT WHEN I GET OUT OF THIS PLACE." I hear Kristen scream. What could possibly happen so bad that she hates it tha- oh. She's on her. Well thats just great. Aww and we don't have pads for her. Well this really sucks. Maybe I could call my mum, or better Gemma. I don't want to talk to my mum about that, crap I don't even want to talk to Gemma about it. Ugh why must girls have these things it would make it easier on everyone.

I grab my phone that is on the table next to me and dial Gemma's number.

After it ringing for a while she answers.

"Hey Gemma um-"

"Hey Marcel we went to the store to pick you guys some yogurt. What kind do you like?"

"Gemma you know what kind. Strawberry, ugh that's not why I'm calling. Could you pick up some pads, or tampons." I whisper the last part not even wanting to say it.

"Marcel did you really just ask for pads and tampons. Last time I checked you were a guy. Unless your.....GAY."

"Gemma I'm not gay. There not for me, there for Kristen holy cow. Would you really think I would ask for those for me."