The Other Half of Me (In major editing!)

CHAPTER 25

CHAPTER 25

***Marcel's POV***

I have been in Kristen's room with her. I have barely gotten any sleep. The couch in this room is very uncomfortable. I hate that she hasn't been released yet. It has been 4 days. I can't stand being in this room. I have to get us to the rehab center soon. The dance is in 2 weeks. I don't understand how they get people to be in rehab for 5 days and release them. I wait in her room, I got her some food from the vending machine. I love how she eats, she chews slowly, I'm guessing to make sure she chews every piece of food. I can't take my eyes off of her. I continue to watch her, I hear the faint noise of the T.V. she is watching and last every so often. I smile at her, she probably can't see me. I know she is special, I know she says she is going to get better for me. I just need to make sure she understands the problems with it. I don't want her to continue to do this to the point where she is kills herself. I just have to protect my baby.

"Marcel, are you having fun staring at me?"

I just stare at her more. I can't believe she noticed. I feel my cheeks heat up. Why does she have this affect on me. I didn't know she could do this to me. What am I talking about I knew exactly what she did to me.

"I was admiring you. Your just so beautiful, I love how your features change when you chew or whatever. Its atsounding to look how you do simple things. I love how your eyelashes move, they remind me of a wave They are so long that I could see them from afar. I don't get how you don't see your beauty. Please baby I don't want to see the day where I find you in the bathroom blood surrounding your body. I don't want to feel you and know that your body is cold, to place my head on your heart to only hear that there is no beat. I am taking us to rehab for the better, I don't want to come to that day. I am tired of fearing for the both of us, I want to live a happy life with you. I can't stand to see you crying in the mirror with a piece of glass or razor held up to your arm. I rather see you crying over the titanic when Jack dies and Rose is alone, or when the people in the Notebook die with each other in the other arms."

 I say with tears rushing down both of our faces. I don't want to see her crying period but, I would rather it be over a movie over, her thinking she is fat or that I no longer have feelings for her. I want to keep my baby girl safe forever. I like seeing her smile and be happy. I need to get her to a place I know she will feel safe in.

"Marcel, I'm sorry for making you worry over me, I thought I was taking stress and problems away from your plate. I guess all along I was just adding to it. I always do the wrong thing. I really I was helping you, I can't do any of this right. I'm sorry Marcel." I hear her voice crack a few times. I know she is in much pain, I need to help with that. I have been ignoring her lately but, its not on purpose. I am only trying to get all my problems done with. I never thought someone would love me. I need to clear everything up with Niall. I need to tell him that I forgive him and that I need him to be the way he was before, he must also prove to me that the old Niall is still there, if not than I'm not going to try and bring him back. John well he needs to understand that I am in love and that I am not going to throw away a relationship for someone I don't love.

"Don't be sorry, I am also at fault here. I have left you alone, I should have just got rid of all my other problems and focus on my main priority. I am going to tell all the things that I need to say to John and Niall. I will tell John that I love you and I'm not leaving you for any reason, and Niall. Well he needs to prove to my that the old Niall is still there. If I don't see the old Niall than I'm not going to try and bring him back."

I see Kristen smile and I know she is feeling more special. I need to take her out on more dates. I can't keep telling her I love her and not do anything about it. I need to show her, in anyway possible. I understand that it will take a lot of work but, it will work. I can make it work. I get up and kiss Kristen's head. I grab my backpack off the floor and head for the door.

"Marcel?'

"Yeah."

"You forgot something come here."

"What did I forget." I ask walking over to Kristen.

"This." She pulls me down and she kisses me very passionately. I miss her kisses and her touch, even though I have spent it with her. I still miss them even if its 30 seconds after I kiss her. My hands make there way around Kristen's waist and to the back of her neck and I pull her closer. I hear a machine go off. I don't know what it is but the beeping gets louder. Its different than the noises I'm used too. I pull away and its the heart monitor. I smile at Kristen and she is blushing like crazy.

"Please no sexual content Mr. Styles. You can't be pulling false reports like this. I can't come in here when you guys are jsut having an over heated kiss."

"Marcel, how did she know we were completely making out?"

"Um yeah about that." I look down and Kristen's eyes follow mine. I watch her face and her face darkens in the shade of red. I see her staring at Marcel jr. I am not used to this, why do I keep getting boners. I really need to search this up later.

"Bye baby. I will see you when I get back from school. I need to talk to John and Niall about everything. I also have to talk to the doctors too. Ok I love you and bye baby."

"I love you baby. Be safe getting to school.