The Other Half of Me (In major editing!)

CHAPTER 34

CHAPTER 34

***Marcel's POV***

After taking forever to choose a freaking dress we finally chose one. I know we shouldn't have taken a half an hour to choose a dress but we did. I don't know why it takes girls so long to choose. Its a dress not a million dollars. I can't really complain though I love spending time with Kristen, she has the cutest thinking face. I don't know what about it that makes me love it so much. I know that she loves it as well, I love seeing Kristen smile it means she's happy. I want to see my baby happy.

The dress we choose was the black one. (#3 from instagram) I personally love it the best. So does Kristen but, she wants to also please other people. So when we all decided that this one was the best she just had this giant smile on her face. I know she really wanted this dress. I was going to buy it if she wasn't going to let me. I was going to return whatever dress and give her this one. I couldn't see her heart break.

After we bought her dress we started walking and we all decided to go and eat lunch. I haven't eaten since last night. God we left the hospital and came here. Well no wonder why I'm so freaking hungry. I look around and Niall and Allie have taken off to the chiense place they have. I just look at Kristen to see where her eyes land. I wait and she just looks up at me.

"Marcel, I want chiense too."

I start to laugh at her cuteness. I can't believe she would think I wouldn't want what she wants. I nod in agreement and we walk over. Niall and Allie are in front of us now and Niall and I start a conversation while the girls just start there own.

"So how much longer of shopping do you think we are going to do?" I ask wanting to know so I could get an idea.

"Maybe three or four more hours. If we're lucky. More than likely were not going to be so lucky. I say till the mall closes tops."

"Well duh you moron. They would have to stop shopping then."

"I'm not a moron. I am in the top 8% Marcel in the school. I know a lot just like you."

"I know Niall I'm sorry. We're all a tree, some grow straight up and some go off course and either continue or they fix it. I'm straightening you back out. I know you mean good now, you were just trying to save yourself."

"But I shouldn't have tried to save myself. I had three options Marcel, I could have stuck by you and taken the beating with you, saved both of our butts, or save my own. I chose the wrong one Marcel. I can't take that back, I would in a heart beat. I would take everything back. I don't ever want to be your bully. I want to stay your friend forever." I saw that Niall means everything he is telling me. I know that he didn't really have a choice. He had fear just like the rest of us. I know he was trying to make a quick escape. He has a big and heavy weighted pile on his shoulders from doing all that to me. I'm better now though. I want him to see that, I have so many more people now. I have Kristen, an amazing girlfriend, John a good friend now that we are past everything he did to me because of his fear of being gay, and Niall a good new and old friend. He has always been amazing to me.

I was about to say something but, I noticed how the girls were already at the front and ordering whatever they wanted. I went next to Kristen and saw what she ordered. She got chow mein, orange chicken, beef and brocolli, and an egg roll.

"Um sorry, could you put another egg roll on that please?"

"Yes is that all you guys want?" I noticed how the person that was taking our order was a guy and kept his eyes on Kristen.

"Yeah that's it. Unless you want anything Marcel." She smiles at me and I smile back at her. I wrap my arm around her waist and pull her closer.

"Nope. I'm good."