The Other Half of Me (In major editing!)

CHAPTER 28

CHAPTER 28

***Kristen's POV***

I saw Marcel start to fall. He couldn't breath. I could tell, I tried doing some breathing excerises with him but, that didn't work. I knew that I was going to have to help him and fast.

I looked at Luke and glared at him, I turned my attention back to Marcel and placed my lips on his. I slowly started to blow air in his mouth. I knew that if I didn't do this he could die. I would blame Luke for the rest of my life, I couldn't live without that man, boy, my lover. I knew I couldn't I had to do this and quickly.

"Luke call 9-1-1." (author's note: I don't know the number for the ambulance for the U.K. just go with it for me please. And continue.)

I continued to blow air. I put my head to his chest. I could hear a heart beat I knew that it was getting low. I can't give up. I will never give up on Marcel. I will never give up on him. He will not give up on me, so there for I will not give up on him. I will continue till the ambulance comes and starts were I finish.

I slowly hear the sirens.

They were coming slowly.

Time is frozen in time.

I feel like I am the only think that is moving.

I can't hear the ambulance anymore. I only see the boy laying in front of me. I start to cry. I'm too late. I started way to late. I slowly let him die in front of me.

"Ma'am I'm the peramidics. I need you to move so we could help him."

"I let him die. I took to long didn't I?"

"No he is still here with you. I just need to pump this into him for air. I need you to move though." I nodded and watched them with Marcel. They were working fast. I have never seen this be done before. I hate that I took to long to do something. I could have acted faster but no, I slowly processed everything. I took my time and planned everything out before I acted. 

"Ma'am who are you to him?"

"I'm his girlfriend I need to know that he is all right. I need to know something."

"He is fine. He just passed out. I guess before he did he held his breath. It caused him to slip under without breathing. He started breathing a little before we got here. I could tell by the breathing he was doing when you left. Its like he scensed your presents, he knew it was you I think. I came and his eye brows furrowed together, I think its cute that he knew it was you. We are going to take him and if he's better tomorrow he will be released. I'm glad you tried and helped, he wouldn't have made it if you didn't."

"How did you know I helped?"

"There is um lipstick on his mouth ma'am."

"Oh. Well thats a dead giveaway."

"Yes. Thank you for helping again."

"No problem."

My Marcel was going to live a happy life. There is no problem. I am glad that I helped save his life. I never thought I could never re-pay him. I feel better, I still feel bad but, I feel a little better. I saved my babies life. I couldn't live without him.

"LUKE THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT. YOU COULDN'T JUST SAY 'Hi I'm Kristen's brother.' NO YOU WENT AND ALMOST KILLED HIM." I yelled at him. I knew he was scared, I just yelled at him and I was never old enough to actually do that, I was always so small to him. I have grown up and actually got myself into trouble. I don't remember him actually ever being there for me.

"Calm down Kristen. You need to calm down."

"Calm down?! You want me to calm down! You caused him to be like this! He is going to the hospital cause of you! And if you saw me struggling why didn't you help me. I needed you and you didn't help. I could have gotten raped, you let me suffer my first night I was here! You don't care enough Luke. I needed your love, mom died and I felt like it was my fault. I thought I actually had some people to love me. I thought you loved me. I guess I was wrong."

"You are wrong. I do love you. I stayed in the parking lot all night. I made sure no one hurt you I watched you, I didn't want to just show up out of no where. I wanted to see what you would do on your own. I knew I couldn't just come barging in. I wanted to wait for the perfect time."

"Just give Marcel and I time. You probably are at fault here. I need to go and make sure he is ok."

"I'll give you my number Kristen. I need to make sure your ok."

"What do you mean 'ok'?"

"Dad and James are after you."

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I get in the truck with the people and hold Marcel's hand. I watch as the doctors work around me. I gently squeeze Marcel's hand. I bow my head and look at my shoes. I can't let anyone hurt Marcel. He is done getting hurt. I am done hurting myself.