The Other Half of Me (In major editing!)

CHAPTER 30

CHAPTER 30

***Marcel's POV***

I see how Kristen's face light up. I know she is trying so hard to get through this for me, for us

"I won't leave you Kristen, I promise. I couldn't leave you if I wanted too." I love the way her smile could light up a whole town she is an amazing person.

"Hey buddy, its nice to see you awake." I look at who could possibly say that. I see Niall coming over to me. I look at Kristen and back at him. I raise my eyebrows to try and understand what is happening.

"I'm giving Niall a chance. He promised that he will protect you, help you, and be the friend he once was. I'm trying to help you Marcel. I don't want to be your only friend. I can't help you if you need to talk about us. I can't help you plan a special date for us. I love you Marcel."

"Thank you Kristen. I know its hard for you to trust other people. It took some time for you to trust me. I know it did even if you don't think so." I say to Kristen. I look into her eyes I see the hint of tears coming. I know that she is going to cry. I pick my hand up to her face and wipe away the tears that are threatening to spill out. I lean towards her to try and kiss her but, sadly the wires and everything on me is keeping me restricted to how far I can move. Kristen smiles and leans the rest of the distance. I have misses this for so long I can't continue to be like this neither of us can. I have to worry about rehab, school and the dance. Wait what? The dance. Thats coming up soon I need to ask Kristen and she needs to get ready, buy her dress, nails, make-up, shoes, and hair. God that is going to run me so much money. It doesn't matter though. I will do anything to keep my girl happy , they always say 'if the one you love is happy than you should be happy, I hope that saying is true.

I would do anything for Kristen, she is the reason I keep fighting, the reasons why I have never given up. An important part of my life that I'm happy that has taken place. I hope it will always stay like this.

"Hey Marcel. How are you doing?" An unknown voice that I'm not so familiarly with, who possibily could that be. I look up and see John in the room as well. Wow people actually care about me. Where were all these people when Kristen was in the hospital? I know that I haven't actually given her time to make friends at school. I have a hard time letting things go. I'm scared that they will never come back. I haven't let anything in or out since Niall, you feel that everyone will leave you. I know Kristen won't but, I just have this feeling that she can and there is a possibility she might. I know she won't, she has stayed this long. I can't doubt her. I need to have faith and trust in her. I will I can't doubt her.

"I'm doing fine, thanks for asking." I say realizing that I didn't answer him. I shouldn't zone out when people talk to me. I should focus more on that than other things that aren't that important. I get more comfortable in the bed, I try and move around, I can't really do much with these freakin' things in my arms. I really wish the doctors would loosen up.

"Are you okay? It looks like your in pain." Kristen says to me.

"I am. These damn cords are too tight. I'm sorry for my language, I just hate that I can't touch you. Could you please go and get the doctor?"

"Yeah." She gets up and walks out of the room. I look at Niall and John. They are just staring at me.

"Um. What's up with y'all?"

"I was just thinking for a moment. Sorry." Niall says. I know he isn't telling the truth but I drop it.

"I haven't ever heard you curse. I have to say it t-"

"John have you told Niall?"

"Um. No, why?"

"Think about what you were about to say."