The Other Half of Me (In major editing!)

CHAPTER 27

CHAPTER 27

***Kristen's POV***

"Kristen." I froze. I am too in shock to actually do anything. I don't want to know who is calling my name. I want to be with my mom, I don't want to see anyone. Why couldn't it be dad that died, I wouldn't have been in so much pain growing up. I would have felt loved. I can't do any of that now. I can't control my life. I can control what is thrown at me. I can either be hit by it or hit it up. I need to except all this pain.

"Kristen."

I don't recognize this voice. I don't know who it is. I know for sure it isn't John, Marcel, or Niall. Its a man's voice. Its not James, he is in jail. I have a feeling he is getting out soon, from the message my mom gave me. I can't get used to this. I need to move. I can't sit here and do nothing. Plus its freezing and my face is starting to freeze where my tears have fallen.

"Kristen. Can you please look at me."

I turn slowly around. I'm terrified. What if its someone who wants to kill me. I hang my head so I don't look and see who it is.

"Jesus. You are still stubborn just like when you were younger."

What? Who is this mystery man that knows me from when I was younger. I look up.

"L-l-Luke. Who did you find me. I thought you gave up on me. I lost hope I thought I was on my own again. I couldn't have known you were here. When did you get here? Why did you come here." I ask all these questions. I ran and hugged him. I wasn't expecting to ever see him again. I was expecting this. Not this soon. What am I talking about I waited so long to see him again. I hugged him so tight. I felt his arms go around me, he was hugging me again. I was so tired of being alone. I wanted someone that I could help me understand. I needed my brother back.

"I have been here. I moved here, I left to come here. I was going to get you. I saw you get off the plane. I was going to leave and get you. You surprised me by coming here. I thought you would have stayed with Aunt Clar. I didn't know you would leave her and come here. I am surprised actually. I am glad you came though. I watched you walk to a park. I saw you with your luggage, I saw you lay down and fall asleep that night. I have been watching you. I didn't know you had no one, I watched you go to school. I saw you help that kid go to lunch a home. Everything. I was there when you were at court. I have been with you for this whole time. I saw you leave the hospital and ran to a house. I followed you here in my car. You looked straight at me and ran here. Why, I don't know. I than heard your confession to mom. I remember you doing that when you were smaller. I remember a lot, that day haunts me Kristen you have no clue how bad it haunts me."

***Marcel's POV***

I watched Kristen run off. I ran after here. She left, I started driving slowly down the road and saw her leave my house. Someone drove in front of me. She looked and ran the other way. I bet she thought the car in front of me was me. I tried going around the idiot but, he was going the same place I was. I can't watch that. I knew something was up. I parked away from her and the other driver. I hid and watched from behind a bush. God I sound like a creepier. I continue to watch and see Kristen scream. She is saying so much I can't hear her sadly. I should go over and hold her. As I get up the guy says something. He says something else, and again, she turns around not making I contact. I continue to watch and this time when he says something she looks up and says something back. She gets up and hugs him. He snakes his arms around her waist and starts to talk. She smiles and it breaks my heart to watch her expression towards this guy. 

The next parts me so much. How could this happen. He kisses her head and she looks up and kisses his cheek. Has she just been using me, does this guy have a past with her. I am so going to kill him. Thats my woman and no one takes her. I am tired of people staring at us. I refuse to let him walk in and take whats mine. I march over and pull Kristen from his grip.

"Marcel. What are you doing here?"

"Keeping what is mine." I growl and punch him. I feel guilty but, I also feel so relieved. I am showing him that she is mine and only mine.

"Marcel, what are you doing?"

"I am keeping what is mine. I love you Kristen I wasn't expecting this from you. I thought you loved me. I come and try and protect you but, you end up kissing this guy. Who is he, some guy you have on the side when I'm not there for you, Kristen. Huh, what is it. I thought I was doing a fucking good job. I thought I was being a great boyfriend. Yes I have only taken you on one date. I'm sorry about that. I am trying here. You're my first girlfriend I'm not used to this. I don't even know what I'm doing here. I should just leave you and lover boy alone. I love you Kristen so much. I thought you loved me too. I guess you love him more though."

"Marcel listen to me. Its not-"

"Its not what it looks like. Yeah of course many girls say that when they have been caught with another guy. I have heard it from movies. I never loved cause I was scared of that." I say walking away. I can't be by her anymore. This is too much pain. I should do what I wanted to do for so long. Commit suicide.

"HE'S MY FUCKING BROTHER MARCEL. I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM SINCE A WAS LIKE 7. I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU SAW OR HEARD. BUT ITS MY BROTHER FOR CRYING OUT LOUD."

Great now I look like some crazy person that goes around hitting people. I freeze and turn around. I face Kristen and she is crying. I feel a tear slide down my face. I don't know why I'm crying but I am. I open my arms slightly and Kristen runs over. I don't why I freaked out, I should of asked who it was. I don't know why I did that. I guess since she is my first girlfriend its harder for me. I mean others freak out but, I doubt they freaked out like that. No one probably will ever freak out like that.

"I'm sorry Kristen."

"I can't you think I would cheat on you. I don't know why you thought that."

"I thought cause of what happened at the hospital. You saw me feeling out the papers, and the rehab papers. I'm sorry, I really need to go though. I have had some bad thoughts lately and I need the help. I need to do whatever I need to do to stay with you for eternity."

"I love you Marcel."

"I love you Kristen. I need you forever and always."

"Um. Hi."

"Oh this is Luke, Marcel. He is my brother."

"Nice to meet you."

"Nice to meet you too. And if you ever hurt my sister I will beat you up." I froze, I couldn't move. I don't know what happened but, I started to sweat and I couldn't breath. I fell to the ground and couldn't breath. I gasped for air but couldn't get any. I felt someone touch my arms and it was Kristen. She was breathing in and out slowly. I tried to follow her breathing but, couldn't. I closed my eyes and slowly was giving up. I knew this was going to be. I was going to die because her brother was joking about beating me up.