Deceived

Facebook

I had been talking with Bryan on Facebook ever since he sent me a message. We talked everyday. Every time when I was online, Bryan would always sent me a message first. He always start the conversation. That's what I like about him. I didn't have to start.

We talked about everything. Even though Facebook was the only place where I could talk with him but I don't mind at all. As long as I could talk with him. But I didn't forgot about Jonah. I was still hoping he would send me a message but he never did. There was no way I wanted to give in. I wanted him to miss me and send me a message first.

Dingggggg...

Bryan: Hey Ellie :)

Ellie: Hey Bryannnnnn :)

Bryan: How are you?

Ellie: I'm fine :) you?

Bryan: I'm fine too. How's Jonah?

Ellie: I don't know.

Bryan: what do you mean you don't know?

Ellie: Yeah. I don't know because I didn't talk to him for a month now.

Bryan: But I just talked to him. :3 haha

Ellie: Really? :O on fb?

Bryan: Yeah. You should send him a message.

Ellie: No way. Hahaha xD

Bryan: Why?

Ellie: I want him to message me.

Bryan: He's not going to message you. Haha

Ellie: Why not? It's not fair if I'm always the one sending him a message.

Bryan: He's just...

Bryan is typing...

Bryan: He's just... Shy ;)

Ellie: Hahahahaha :3 shy my ass. Liar.

Bryan: Yeah. It's true. So you should send him a message.

Ellie: How about a no?

Bryan: Fine then. Haha :)

Ellie: What you doing? :)

Bryan: I'm on YouTube :) haha.

We talked for hours that night. He was the only person that I chat with on Facebook. It was fun talking with him. I don't know if I will be able to have that kind of guy friend now.

We had so many conversation on Facebook. From November 2012 to June 2013. I still keep his messages on Facebook. I never delete it. I don't know if I can. I should move on but I like reading the messages that we had over and over again.

We talked everyday on Facebook until one day... Something changed and it was a huge impact in my life.

Expect the unexpected....

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Dear B, I don't think you realize this but I really love talking with you. I miss the times when we talked with each other on Facebook every single day. We could talk about random things for hours and it was fun talking with you. I was so attached to you.

I miss chatting with you on Facebook.

EL