Deceived

The Break Up with Jonah

I feel like I'm skipping my story. Anyway, I know I barely talked about Jonah. I didn't talked to him ever since. He never sent me any messages or even call me. I just couldn't take it anymore. In January, I broke up with him, with the help of Bryan. His best friend. So weird. Bryan helped me. I didn't know why he wanted to help me to break up with Jonah. He typed out the words on my phone and I sent it to Jonah. 

Just.Like.That.

A few seconds later, I received at text from Jonah. He said, 

I completely understand why you wanted to break up with me. No hard feelings. Anyway, good luck in your life and take care. Bye now. 

If it wasn't for Bryan, I would still be with Jonah until now because I couldn't break up with him. Just a simple text, and we broke up. I was happy that I finally broke up with him. It was the right thing to do. What kind of guy he is? He never text or call me. He never at least send me a message on facebook. We rarely meet. I don't even like him. 

I felt the weight of the world, fall off my shoulders.(Copied from Still Into You by Paramore) I changed a little bit though.

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I logged in into Facebook and I saw Jonah posted a video. It was a cover, of him singing about heartbreaks and broken-hearted. I thought,"What the hell?" Why would he make a cover of a song just right after we broke up? Is that even necessary? He was obviously wrong. He never treated me right as a girlfriend and he always disappeared. He never actually cared about me. I saw the video, 

30 minutes ago...

"What's with him?" I thought. I saw a lot of people commenting on his video. I was reading the comments, then...

TEXT TONE...

I grabbed my phone and it was a text from Jonah. I read the text and it said...

I knew something was wrong, that was why I posted the video

I couldn't understand what he was trying to tell me. I texted him, 

Are you okay?

He replied two minutes later...

NO. How could you do this to me?!

WHAT THE FUCK? He was the reason of the break up. He never treated me right and he was blaming on me. ME. It's not fair. I replied him, 

What the hell? Don't you know what you did to me?? You never treated me right and you're blaming me? 

He never replied to my texts anymore. He was gone. Gone from my life and I was glad that he was no longer my boyfriend. Finally I was single. No more Jonah. Jonah did tried to contact me. He called me during Valentine's Day and he asked me to be his date. I was annoyed. He didn't know that I was actually going out with Bryan on that same particular day. 

Jonah called me and he said, 

Hey, remember me? 

I said,

Um... yeah. Why are you calling me? 

I miss you.

Oh. So? 

Will you be my date today? 

Um.. actually I have plans so... 

Before I could finish what I wanted to say, he hung up. How rude. I was suprised that he called me. I guess he wanted me back. But no. I didn't. Jonah wasn't the nice guy after all. I found out later that our relationship was just a lie. Jonah didn't love me and he just wanted to get in my pants. I was his next target. He cheated on me too with some girl which is his friend. I was shocked when I found out about the truth. I was glad that I broke up with him and I was never actually happy with him. 

The worst part, I kissed him before. EW. He was my first kiss. WORST KISS EVER!. YUCK!. I heard that he quited school because he said that there is no point for him going to school. He wasn't really that  kind of person that is interested in studies and stuff. Why did I even dated him before? Urgh. Lame.

Since the break up, Bryan and I became closer and closer. No more Jonah. I don't have to worry about him anymore. Bryan and I became, I guess you can say, best friends. "Just Friends" That was what we always said. Just a friend. Just friends. We're not lovers but more than friends. My guy friend. More like friendzoned. I think I've said Friendzoned many times. 

Friendzoned= friendzoned is basically a preemptive rejection where people get too comfortable with someone and see them as only a special conversation/sharing info partner 'a friend'.