Deceived

Just a thought...

Hello readers! Thank you for taking the time to read my short story and thank you for the over 1K reads! I appreciate every single one of you. I just wanted to say that there might be some mistakes and grammatical error or spelling error and I apologize for that. Honestly, I don't know what I was thinking and the image of him, is completely destroyed. Out of my mind fully and I'm glad that he's gone. 

Q&A 

1. Where is he now? 

I'm not sure where he is now but I saw him somewhere near his house as I was passing by his neighbourhood which was near to my school. He was walking and crossing the street to the park that was near to my school. I don't know what he's doing there. He looks fine and well but I could not see him the way I used to. He's different now or maybe I didn't know him at all. 

2. Have you seen him on any social media, like twitter, facebook or instagram? 

He doesn't have instagram or maybe I don't know what name he used for instagram. He was still active on twitter and facebook. I stalked him but not often and sometimes I would encounter his tweets or posts. He was more active on twitter back then and I would see his tweets about his date with his girlfriend or a picture of her with him. He looks happy. They look happy. 

3. How does his girlfriend looks like? 

It's hard to describe because I don't really know her. I just saw a picture of her with him at the beach. She looks younger than us which I think back then she was like 15 and now she's probably 17. 

4. Do you feel guilty doing the things that you did with him when he was in a relationship with someone else? 

Yes. I do feel guilty because it is wrong to do that things and we should respect other people's relationship. I feel bad for the girl because she has no idea what he did behind her back or worst, what we both did. But to my defence, I did not know that he has a girlfriend that moment. He did not mentioned to me about having a girlfriend and being in a relationship with the girl. The only thing he told me was that he was going out with this girl as a friend, to watch a movie with her. I didn't know that he would actually be interested in dating her so like I said, I have no idea whatsoever that he's in a relationship with someone. He never told me anything and if he did, I would not have gone out and hung out with him that day. He told me that he had a girlfriend right after we left the cinema and he acted all out guilty which in fact, he felt he could not undo the past which we will never be able to undo the past. Yes it was matter in fact wrong, cruel, selfish and heartless. I guess it was just lack of communication or maybe he is just waiting for me to figure it out myself which I'm not capable of figuring out things. 

5. Where is Frederick now? 

I don't really know because we don't talk to each other anymore. I told him what happened and he flipped out and he said that he doesn't want to talk to me ever. Which I thought was completely bogus and full of shit when in fact, we weren't even in a relationship anymore. We broke up and I don't understand why he would go mad at me like that. But I completely understand why he felt that way and all the reasons behind it. He felt shocked, betrayed, lied, used and everything was fucked up. I don't blame him for feeling that way and he has the right to feel angry. But to really answer that question, I saw him once at this educational talk on history where every school participated. I don't know if he saw me. Although, I never saw Bryan there which isn't so surprising because he hates studying. 

6. How are you feeling now?

I'm okay :) but yeah, I don't blame Frederick or him. There is no one to blame here. It's just how life is and the journey you need to experience yourself. Most importantly, it's a life lesson. Life lesson that we should keep in mind at all times. 

7. What advice you want to give to everyone out there that is experiencing similar situations? 

Trust your instinct. Do not let innocent looking guy fool you because he might turns out to be more that what meets the eye. Listen to your friends because they can see the truth right in front of them and they know when something is wrong. Listen to their advice. Based on my experience, never do things that you don't want to do and never ever let anyone force you to do the things that you don't want. Speak up and tell someone about the truth. Don't be afraid because the truth will set you free. 

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