Its been a week since I ran away from him. Honestly I don't know what he is doing to me but it hurts. I think I'm slowly falling for him, but I don't know how. He keeps hurting me. Maybe I'm going crazy. I don't know how I feel. I keep giving my self a reality check but I soon find my self gazing into the night sky day dreaming about him. I tell myself I never want to see him again, but the thought of loosing him makes me sick. The things he has done to me and my family though, I can't love him for that. I just cant. But when I imagine him finding my cuts , I see his hurt face and how sad he looks. It kills me. I hate seeing him hurt , I hate it. What if he is just playing with my heart. Trying to get me to stay . But why would he want me to stay if he doesn't really love me? I can't believe he actually said those words. There is no way he can love me. No way.
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Pinky
JugendliteraturHi, my name is becca but my nick name is pinky😜 I have only three brothers that I love so much. I have a twin brother named joshy, two older brothers named Mikey and Reece. My dad is a nice guy and has a great job. Except for when he remberes my mo...
