Rude ~ Phan

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i have one read! i sound sarcastic but im actually rlly proud tbh

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2 years later

Danisaflop: @amazingphil hi

Danisaflop: @amazingphil pls answer

Danisaflop: @amazingphil im subbed to u on YouTube

Danisaflop: @amazingphil ur great

Danisaflop: @amazingphil be my friend please

I press send on the final tweet and sigh. I just wish he would answer, I've literally worshipped him for the past two years. The least he could do would be to answer. I decide to private message him instead, that way i can see if Phil is noticing me.

Danisaflop: hey

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He read it!

Is he going to reply?

Danisaflop: i know ur reading this ya know

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Maybe he's just busy.

Danisaflop: i just want to be ur friend m8

Amazingphil: fuck off

Bad mood?

Amazingphil: i don't know you nor do i want to

What the hell?

Amazingphil: stop messaging me

Ouch. I don't understand! He's so nice and sweet and awkward on Youtube. Maybe he's just having a bad day? I'll message him tomorrow, for now I'll just stalk him.

I click on Phil's first video and smile. His accent is Northern so that means I have a chance to meet him! Even if he is an asshole. As I watch all of his videos and the rest of the videos in my subscription feed, I start to drift off. My legs splayed across my bed and a peaceful smile on my face, I fall into a deep slumber.

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Those perfect pink lips set into a half smile, blue-green-yellow eyes staring off into the distant, jet black hair, they all combine to form the most beautiful human being I have ever seen. Even his flaws are perfect to me. The small mole underneath his mouth, the strand of hair that flew out of place. The beautiful boy in front of me was almost too good to be true.

He was sat on the ground amongst short grass and pretty blue flowers with short and stout petals. A tree was placed directly behind him and he was gently leaning against it. His eyes, those one-of-a-kind eyes, slowly close and his eyelashes gently caress his brilliant cheekbones. His lips fall from a half-smile and simply rest.

His knees were folded neatly underneath him and his hands placed on the ground on either side of him. I was sat in front of him, in a position not nearly as elegant as he was. I was sitting Indian style, or criss cross applesauce. Leaning slightly forward to admire his every movement and feature.

It was a lazy morning with the bees and butterflies just starting to wake up and haunt their flowers. The birds beginning to chirp and the sun just peaking up. It was truly beautiful, and I wasn't even looking around me. Just staring straight ahead at the awe inspiring being in front of me.

I was half expecting a ray of sunshine to fall upon him. His face was already turned up to the sky. The tall tree protecting him from the harsh early morning sun. The moment seemed to stretch on, simply frozen forever in peaceful nirvana.

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I felt myself come to and instead of opening my eyes, I laid there and basked in the warmth of the perfect dream, the perfect human. I see those multi colored eyes etched into the back of my eyelids. I smile contently and allow myself to fall back asleep. Back asleep into a deep, dreamless sleep.

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okay so im actually really really really proud of this chapter even though it sucks and its short bUT OH WELL

idk how often im gonna update so its probably gonna be really random so just a warning to my one amazing reader

yeah okay enjoy bye