Rude ~ Phan

Pizza and Wine

school has kept me really busy guys sorry for not updating~~

Phil's POV

Just as I was leaning in I felt something furry against my lips. I quickly jumped off of Dan and opened my eyes. Of course Panther was sitting right on top of Dan's face.

Maybe it was for the best, I wouldn't have been able to hang out with Dan after the kiss probably. I didn't know whether he was gay or not, he could even be homophobic.

What if I was trying to kiss a homophobe?? I was freaking out internally and I avoided Dan's gaze.

I could feel the awkwardness in the air and I could tell that Dan was blushing because so was I. I could see how smug Panther was at his little PDA hate act.

I cleared my throat and my head and turned to face Dan.

"Well, t-that should be enough footage for my channel! D-do you want to film your video still?" I choked out the words while looking into Dan's eyes and then looking away quickly.

He nodded and proceeded to clear his own throat.

"y-yeah, sure! w-what were we gonna do again?" He looked a little embarrassed and I can't help but be in awe of him.

I could be such a fanboy sometimes.

As I was telling him what we were doing for his channel, I got up from the floor and started to fix my bed spread. It had gotten a little messy from our almost incident earlier.

He was nodding and somehow before the video I had putten on a llama hat and then we started. Dan made me stay off the camera during his intro and then introduced me.

"hello internet! so you guys have wanted me to collab with an amazing guy for a while now and so here we go! this is..."

I popped into the camera and screamed my name. Dan jumped and I giggled. We then relaxed against the back of my bed and just let the questions come.

I said whatever came on the top of my head and I think Dan was doing that too. He was definitely himself now and I felt blessed.

He was such an amazing person and I don't understand how he could be so perfect.

We kept going for a little bit, with both of us changing spots when we got bored. At one point Dan was practically sitting in my lap and he was slightly leaning on me. I felt so at home like this.

I never wanted it to end.

But everything comes to an end and Dan sat up and sat away from me. He decided that he had enough footage and he did his intro while I sat behind him and just stared.

It probably looked odd and I could practically hear all the shippers screaming in the distance but I didn't really care.

I stood up and beckoned Dan to come with me into the kitchen. He reached his hands up so i grabbed them and pulled him up.

I almost forgot to let go of his hands and blushed. I really hope that he didn't notice. I walked into the kitchen and Dan was directly behind me.

I immediately walked to the fridge to see if I have any food.

"Hey Dan, are you hungry?"

"i'm always hungry"

I laughed a little bit and then stopped when I saw Dan's serious face. I looked in the cupboards for food because there was nothing edible in the fridge.

I turned around to face Dan awkwardly.

"So I kinda sorta forgot to buy groceries and there's nothing edible in the house!" I scrunched my face up and spoke really fast.

Dan looked done and I didn't want to disappoint him so I thought quickly.

"We could order pizza! And I have wine as well, if you want..." I started off at my normal voice and progressively got quieter.

Dan's eyes widened at pizza and then even more at wine. I had caught his love for the moment and I was going to hold onto it for as long as possible.

I ran to grab my phone and order pizza while Dan stood in the kitchen awkwardly.

Dan's POV

I couldn't shake this feeling off that I recognized Phil from somewhere. It was making me hold back and act a little shy.

I got over that when we were filming but my brain was trying to place him the entire time. Eventually I just shook it off and went with it.

I was starting to feel more comfortable around Phil, I realized that as I was standing in his kitchen waiting for him to order pizza.

I wasn't scared about drinking in front of him or being myself. We were total opposites so I wasn't really sure how we got along so well. I was just glad that it wasn't completely awkward.

I could picture myself becoming really good friends with this dude. He was pretty freaking amazing.

Eventually Phil came back into the room saying that he had ordered the pizza and that it should get here soon. He walked over to a cupboard and grabbed wine glasses and another with wine.

He noticed that I was watching him and I watched his entire face transform from a lovely pale to red. I looked away and walked over to a chair and sat down. I was seated at a table

He brought the wine over and sat down beside me. He poured the wine into two glasses and passed one to me. Phil almost dropped my glass but I caught it from him just in time.

We both laughed and then started drinking. I hadn't eaten anything in a while so I knew that this would affect me a lot. I wasn't thinking though.

If only I had thought.

okay so this was supposed to be a really long chapter cause ily and i haven't updated in a while but my head hurts a lot and yeah

i wrote 1k words just for y'all though (;