Rude ~ Phan

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actual phan interaction omg

Dan's POV

My phone buzzed, scaring the shit out of me and making me jump out of my browsing position. I laugh awkwardly and look at my phone.

Message from unknown number:

Hey! Is this Dan?

Umm... creepy? How did this person find my number? Should I reply? I'm too curious to not respond.

uhh yeah who are you

I looked down at my laptop while I waited for the reply. As soon as I felt my phone buzz, I glanced down and opened the text up.

This is Phil, or AmazingPhil. I got your number from PJ because my fans want us to collab and yeah!

Ohhh it's this guy. His name sounds really familiar, I guess my fans have just wanted us to collab too. I didn't think too much of it and instead decided to text this Phil guy back.

hey where do you live i wouldnt mind collabing sometime soon

Shit, do I sound like a stalker? I probably do. I probably scared him away, just like everyone else. While I was overthinking, a few minutes passed without a response from Phil. I started to feel my anxiety rile up and the tightness swell in my chest.

Oops sorry! I live in London!

The capital letters and exclamation points were killing me. This guy was like the sun and I was like the moon, we were complete opposites. But the fans want it to happen so I guess it must. Crap, I zoned out again and forgot to reply.

i live in reading so its not too far. when do you want to get together? im not busy at all

Great, now I sound like a complete and utter loser. I wonder what Phil thinks of me, I hope it's not too bad. The tightness comes back, curling around my lungs like a snake, making me short of breath and tears be brought to my eyes. I'm such a fuck up. My eyes droop down as the sadness takes over me.

Great! How about in 2 days, on Wednesday? We can make a video for my channel and yours and just hang out? That way it won't be too awkward haha

The way Phil texted sounded so mature. I wasn't sure how well we were going to get along, but like I said it's all for the fans. Maybe he'll be a good friend though, who knows?

sounds good ill get an underground ticket for Wednesday

I decided to be quick and formal just so that I could go back to my laptop instead of talking to this weird guy that I don't even know. Maybe I could go sightseeing at London, I've only been once when my family forced me to. Even then, I didn't go outside very much and I certainly didn't go sightseeing. Maybe I could even stay for a few days, stay in a hotel room and just enjoy the London vibe. I was used to my small little town and London isn't small or little or a town. Everyone needs a change of pace every once in a while.

Maybe I'll go through the same episode I had 3 years ago when I gave up everything and created the "new" me. I've only become me but even more me, because of my bigger obsession with the internet. I'm such a meme. I hope that I don't go through that phase again because it was horrible. I actually exercised, I never got on the internet, I even threw away my phone because I didn't think that I needed it. I read books and I was nice to everybody. That was the worst 6 months of my life.

After 20 minutes of being on my laptop and browsing tumblr, I had completely forgotten that I was texting Phil, causing another jumpscare when my phone buzzed.

So I just looked up the tube schedule and there's one at 10am and noon to London. Whichever one works best for you!

Oh, also do you want to sleep over? I don't know how long it's going to take us to film both videos and eat and hang out. Okay I'll stop talking before I completely embarrass myself haha

My heart thumped, we haven't even met yet and he's offering his place to me? This guy is way too nice for his own good. I wouldn't mind staying at his house, as long as he wasn't too bad. I might have to put up with a lot of smiles, but hey, they're probably better than the fake smiles that everyone receives from the creepy hotel ladies.

umm ill come on the one at noon because im too lazy to wake up any sooner lol and yeah if you dont mind that would be awesome

Awesome? Who still says that anymore?? I'm too socially awkward for this. I'm glad that I don't have to pay for a hotel soon, now I just hope that Phil and I hit it off. If we don't get along, it's just going to be even more awkward. I already deal with too much awkward. Hopefully, Phil can be a friend that I'm not awkward around. I have too many awkward friends already. Crap, I'm rambling about awkwardness. What has my life come to?

I can't wait to meet you! See you on Wednesday!

Oh I just cannot wait, little sunny Phil.

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im so sorry for this chapter! i can barely keep my eyes open let alone make sense lol so enjoy

ill be uploading tomorrow with a long chapter and then i wont update for around a week because im going to my grandmas house :)

byeeeeeeeee