guess who's had no inspiration to writeeee
Phil
After I drove Dan, Panther, and myself back to my flat, we all kinda sat around awkwardly. I asked a few questions about himself and Dan answered with very short replies. I think he was still angry that I had left him at the train station.
After another 10 minutes, I decided I had had enough of the awkward tense atmosphere swirling around in the world. I stood up and clapped my hands. I whirled around and faced Dan with a bright smile on my face.
"Okay, enough awkwardness! Let's discuss video ideas, for my channel and yours," I chirped out in my attempt to wipe the frown off of his face.
He nodded slowly and stood up too. His face twisted up in an attempt to brainstorm and his eyes wandered up. I couldn't help but stare at him. I couldn't stop raking my eyes over every single facial feature and I couldn't stop realizing that I wanted to get to know this human being and I couldn't help but want to see every single thing that that face can do. {oh god that sounded dirty I swear it isn't}
I was startled out of the staring by a voice.
"umm... we could do a q and a video? they're easy and everybody loves them. but we could do whatever you want..!" Dan spit out quickly.
Although I had already heard Dan's voice, I was still surprised by how beautiful it was. He seemed to be timid and I couldn't help but think that was attractive. Oh god, I can't get feelings for this guy, I'll probably never see him again!
I had taken way too long to reply and had stared at Dan for way too long. I wasn't helping the awkwardness at all. I coughed lightly and just said the first words that came to my mind.
"O-oh, yeah sure! I can ask for questions on Twitter. W-what do you want to do for your video?"
I immediately blushed and cursed myself internally. I sounded like an idiot and now, with my face bright red, I looked like an idiot too. Of course I had to freak out like this in front of the prettiest boy I had ever seen.
I don't think that I had feelings for Dan, I just thought he was really pretty. With those chocolate brown eyes swirling with depth and the rich brown hair that was in the same but reversed hairstyle as mine, he was gorgeous.
He replied with a confused look on his face, "i actually had an idea. it's kinda odd so if you don't want to do it that's okay."
He described a video where we asked the fans for would you rather questions. It wasn't that odd, maybe he was just anxious. It didn't sound too bad so naturally I agreed. We both tweeted out to our fans asking for normal questions and would you rather questions.
When the fans who hardcore shipped us saw that we had both tweeted and asked for questions at the same time they freaked out. It wasn't that hard to connect the dots so I wasn't really surprised.
During all of the tweeting and awkward encounters, Panther had made himself scarce. I would see him every few minutes and he would stare at me with his big, bright eyes gazing holes into me. He would slink into the shadows after and I would see him again soon. I couldn't help but feel like he was checking up on me.
Once Dan and I had gotten a sufficient amount of questions we went into my room and set up my camera.
I turned to him and asked, "So, you ready?" He nodded and smiled at me. He had changed a lot in the small amount of time since I picked him up.
He had become more timid and shy and I wanted to change that. I had looked at a few of his videos and he was a loud person. I want him to be comfortable around me. I quickly decided to get to know him more and hopefully open up the Dan I had seen online.
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Rude ~ Phan
FanfictionDan Howell just wants to be friends with the extremely sweet and attractive boy that he's been fangirling over for years. But what happens when Phil Lester, the sweet and attractive guy, isn't as sweet as he seems?
