I was in hospital for a whole week! the doctor said I had to stay so my stomach healed enough.
I got told to change the bandage every day and come back in two weeks to see the progress of the wound.
harry and the boys decided to stay home until I was ready to go back to school, postponing the tour for a month or so. I wasnt overly happy by their decision, but they insisted.
today I decided to just sit and watch tv all day. yes I know, not productive at all! but what else can you do with a stab wound?
I was laying watching shrek (no judgement), it was early in the morning and everyone else was still asleep. although harry is back, I still seemed to be having nightmares. but this time remembering bits and pieces. even laying next to harry didnt help, nor the dream catcher I bought when elenor, perrie and I went shopping.
as I was watching shrek, I got lost in it and started quoting it word for word. I hadnt noticed anyone come into the room until I heard laughing from behind me.
I turned to see harry and lou. they were the ones laughing.
"morning liss."
"morning lou, styles." they both came to sit on the couch with me. I rearranged myself so my head was in harrys lap and my feet were on lou's lap. now I was comfy. harry was stroking my hair and it made me extremely relaxed. I was close to falling asleep, when harry moved slightly and spoke.
"oh liss, I forgot to tell you, you kept getting text messages this morning. your phone wouldnt stop going off." I sat up and turned to face him with a puzzled look on my face.
"thats odd...anyone who would message me is here...did you check them?" he shook his head with a frown.
"no. you know I wouldnt go through your messages." awh and thats why I loved him. so sweet.
"I wouldn't of minded if you did, you know that right." I mentioned as I grabbed my phone off him.
"I know, I just dont like to. you know that." I smiled and lay my head back in harrys lap facing the roof as I went through all the messages.
your father and I would like to see you. preferably before our baby is born. call us so we can arrange a time - mum
ha, yeah in another life time. before I knew it I was shaking with anger. after our huge arguement about never speaking again she decides to message me and give me hell. the bitch.
There was another message from her.
if you do not organise a time I will come down there and I will drag you home - mum
then there was one from dad. but before I could read any of it, harry and lou were trying to get my attention.
"liss, whats wrong? your shaking like anything." I sat up again and just stared at the tv with a huge frown on my face. I let out a sigh.
"my mum...and dad...thats who the messages are from. I havnt read the ones from dad yet...but mum wants me to call and arrange something to see them. before her devil child is born."
"after that huge arguement you had with them and they still decide to contact you? thats pathetic."
"I know lou. i dont want to see them, nor speak to them. they told me how much they hated me in our last phone call. now they want to play happy familys because theyre having a baby. fuck that. I was done with them a long time ago."
harry and lou pulled me into a small group hug and I sat there, soon with tears streaming down my face from all the anger inside me.
despite the anger, I checked the last three text messages on my phone.
