Another Move

Chapter Seven

** A/N I’m aware this chapter is short- so after I post this today, so I'll be posting Chapter Eight in a while, after I get my homework finished.**

~ Alexys’ Point Of View ~

I finished editing my video and posted it on YouTube. I decided against being even more productive today and watch YouTube for the rest of today. New video from Hazel. Let’s see what it’s about.

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No I’m not crying. God why does it have to be so depressing! I walked into Hazel’s room, to discuss a thing or two.

“Hazel.”

“What?”

“I don’t want to believe it.”

“That you cut.“

“Oh yeah.”

“Yeah.” I stayed quiet for a moment. “Why?”

“Why? Why did I cut?” Didn’t I explain it in the video?”

“Why did you do it, Hazel.”

“Because I was depressed.”

“So? I’ve been depressed too and I didn’t cut myself.”

“Different people deal with different things in different ways.”

“So? You had my number. You could've talked to me.”

“Alexys, this happened a long time ago.”

“That doesn't mean you can’t think about it any day! My god! You hurt yourself, Hazel!”

“I’m aware. But I’m not going to do it, even if I do think about it. You know why? Because now I’m surrounded by six people that I love and I know for a fact that they love me back even though I only hear it a couple times. I cut because I hated being with my family. My parents and I fought every day. I’d go school, and no one would say anything to me or ask if I’m okay. Granted, I probably would have said that I’m fine and lied, which no one should do because if your friends actually care, they’ll ask and they’ll put their best effort into making you feel better.” She looked at me, taking a breath. I know what it’s like to want to die, Alexys. That’s why I made the video, to tell people that they’re not alone, and I’m here for them, and I love them.”

Huh. Well that clears a few things up.

“Okay… well…” God dammit I don’t know what to say. “Do you wanna do something today? You’re always in your room alone.”

“Like what?”

“Well… I was thinking about dying my hair, like Perrie’s. And if I do it alone, I’ll most likely mess it up.”

“Yeah, sure. I’ll be out in a few minutes.”

“Oh, and one more thing Hazel. I love you.”

“Love you too Alexys.”

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“Girl. Your hair is fabulous.” Hazel said as soon as I got done rinsing and drying my hair.

“I agree, if I do say so myself.”

“Selfie time!” Hazel handed me my iPhone. Aw yes.