Once

Unwanted

Chapter 17

Flashback 4 years ago Colin POV
I was sitting on the couch watching some stupid show that I didn't get. I was growing more and more anxious as the time passed for Maggie to come out of the bathroom with the pregnancy test result.

There was no way in hell that she would be staying here with that thing. They would have to go somewhere else.

As I was in deep thought she came out smiling and I figured that she wasn't pregnant. "So I take it you're not pregnant then huh?" I listened to myself and noticed that my words were slurred.

"No I'm pregnant Colin!" She shouted and started to come in for a hug.

I shrugged her off and said,"The fuck with that. I ain't havin' no kid running around here bugging me all the time and wakin me up every fucking ten minutes." I watched as her smile faded into a straight face.

"There's no way that I'm getting an abortion if that's what you're getting at Colin." She said sternly and with a whimper she replied,"I want this baby so bad."

The fuck is she trying to do? Make me feel bad for her so she can keep it?! "Why all it's going to do is make a mess and cost us more money that we don't have. Why would you want it?"

"Because I never had a family!" She screamed at me. She may be pregnant but that don't give her an excuse for her to scream at me. I brought my hand up and punch her in the right side of her face. Satisfied with myself I sat back in the couch.

"If you want it so bad then leave right now!" I got up and slung her over my shoulder ignoring her slaps and opened the door. I dropped her outside and screamed,"Get the fuck outta here then you stupid bitch!" I slammed the door my hardest and sat back down on the couch.
Flashback over

Carols POV
I really didn't want Maggie going out there like that. If she overworked herself she could pass out or even lose the baby.

I was sitting with Judith in my lap feeding her when I heard shouting coming from Glenn. I jumped up and passed Judith over to Carl and speed walked to where the yelling was coming from.

I nearly stopped breathing when I saw Glenn running with Maggie in his arms bridal style over to me. "Please help her Carol!" He cried and I nodded.

"Come on bring her to my cell!" And with that we ran to my cell. "Glenn could you step outside for a moment I need to check for something real quick?" He nodded and kissed her forehead before heading out with his head in his hands.

I quickly shut the cell door and pulled the blanket down. I rolled her shirt up and placed my stethoscope up her growing stomach. I paused for a moment and listened for its heartbeat. Nothing. How was I going to tell her that she had lost the baby? How was she going to tell Glenn?

I checked all of her vitals and she seemed to be fine overall. Now all we can do is wait for her to wake up for however long that can take.

"Maggie I'm sorry that I let this happen to you. I should have stopped you." I put my hand on her stomach and nearly jumped when Glenn walked in.

He looked at me strangely and then down at Maggies stomach. I watched as he processed it and his eyes went wide. Hie eyes started to water and looked at me and said,"Is- is she still?"

I looked at him and shook my head. I watched as he fell to the he ground and started to yell and punch at the ground. I know how he is feeling right now and I know that it is best to just leave him be. "Glenn... she is okay and should wake up in a few days at the latest. I will leave you here for a while and I will be down stairs of anything changes."

He nodded and when I started to walk outside I watched as he got up and sat beside Maggie on the bed. I walked down and saw everyone look at me. I couldn't help it and I broke down. I wasn't able to look Hershel, Beth, Carl, Glenn or even Judith in the eyes at the moment. I caused this. Because of me Maggie and Glenn lost another baby.

Glenn POV
I just sat there and held my wife's hand. I should have made her stay. Its all my fault that she had another miscarriage and is in pain. Thats all I am dreading for when she wakes up and it pains me because I really do want to start a family with her. I mean we have Logan and I love him like he is my own but its not the same.

I kissed her forehead and placed a hand on her stomach. My baby was in there at some point. Maybe I was not meant to be a father. Maybe I was just meant to have Logan and Paisley.

Thats all I needed to be happy; my son, daughter and wife. Thats all I need for as long as I have left.

I had just got up to get her a wet wash cloth when Carol came running in and looked so pale. "Logan he's...

AN/ So what happened to Logan? There will be a major character death at some point coming up so I need suggestions. Who would you want me to kill off? No promises and if you pick someone that I already have planned something for, too bad.😉