The Moment I knew i was never safe.

Blood... And More Blood

A month later...

I feel a pain that is so unbearable and I feel to the ground. Blood... My ribs where covered in blood. Screaming for Jake to help me. I was in the bathroom on the floor in my own blood... this pain is unreal. my vison is hazy and I can barely feel anything anymore. I'm struggling to stay wake and Jacks no where to be heard. My mind starts to spin, I can't hold my self up anymore. The other side of my body crashes on the floor and I scream again. I don't know what's going on, I don't understand what happened. Where is Jack, why isn't he coming to help me? I look at the wall with glazed over eyes and the room starts to spin. I Hear someone yelling me to open my eyes but... I thought they where already open? I try to lift my head and then my head smashes in to the floor that's below me, I feel someone looking at me, they come to my side and lift me up... The pain shots to every nerve in my body and I scream again. My vison in now fading in and out and I see my arms... They have large gashes in them and blood in seeping out of them. I don't remember what I did... As im being carried out of the house I hear a truck door open and im placed inside. I wont be able to stay wake much longer, my breathing is heavy and it hurts. I tilt my head a little and I barely can see, who im hoping is Jack, is driving. I can't speck, I feel so numb to everything around me. What is happening? I don't understand. its loud.

I wake up in a panic. Where am I? Im in a black and red room and I hear people talking outside, one of the voices sounding like Jacks. That helped calm me down a little until he walks threw the door.

"Hey sunshine" he says with a smile

"Hey.. why am I in the hospital?"

"Lex.. you had a memory"

"Oh.. I'm sorry you had to see me like that.." I said as I looked down at my legs

"No, don't say sorry its ok."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes I'm sure Lex,  I love you!"

"I love you too"

We go back to the house with new meds the Doctor put me on when I get like that. Jack looks upset and I can't blame him. The Doctor also told me something... That i'm 4 weeks pregnant... I haven't told jack because I don't know how to tell him.. like what will I even say... and then we pull up the the tall tree that the house is in and I took a deep breath.

"Jack I need t-"

"Lex we need to talk" he was looking that the wall

"Jack are you okay? Are you mad?"

"No no no, I'm not mad. I'm just upset because when you where having that memory.. you thought I was your dad trying to kill you...., Lex I would never hurt you like he hurt you! I love you so much"

"Oh my god... I'm so sorry, I don't remember that much of what happened, I wish I can make you not have to see and hear that, you should have never had to in the first place."

"Lex its okay I just can't believe that your dad could do all this stuff to you and your his own  blood, it just makes me so mad to the point I want to kill him Lex... He will never even lay his eyes on you again, I'll kill him if I have to!!!"

"Jack please cam down, we are in this together, he wont get me again. You promised that, remember? I know I can trust you" I draw circles on his back to calm him down.

"THank you my love... Now what did you need?"

I froze on the shot and he just looked at me weird.. "Jack I-I-I- um I'm um haha I'm pregnant..."