The Moment I knew i was never safe.

three weeks later

It was a small wedding, never the less i didn't know anyone but the people i meet here and truthfully i didn't want to meet anyone else. Everyone out  side of the trees meant nothing to me. I would do anything to protect my family now with my little one on the way. I can only hope the best now for all of us. My whole world in  about to change and there is a part of me wanting it to change just a little to make it more happy, more welcome. Two more hours and i will be married. seven more months till i get to hold my little angle and give them the life i never had, a better life. A happy life.  And i will be there every step until they don't need me anymore. My dress is so soft against my bare skin, its like its not even there anymore. walking to him and i noticed the blood around the ground and then looking up to his face, he was smiling. His eyes told me the sight of blood was normal for him. The Smell and feeling of it just normal. The passed Three weeks have been different. its not the same. Its like the love and laughter are now gone and evil or deep sadness is here something i don't want in my world. But i continued to him., Smiling and holding the flowers. I wanted a happy family. so i just didn't let anything stop me. When it was all over i could almost pull the knife he stuck in my back when he said i do. He started talking about when he meet my dad and how my dad told him i was nothing. That i was just a toy to play with. I wanted to scream but i didn't. i just ran as i pulled out the knife. My dad got to him, how could i be so fullish to fall in love. To trust. i just keep running and running and running. i couldn't feel my feet, but i could feel my blood soaked dress sticking to me. My vision was so bury. Something. Something was right in front of me. A house almost. no a cabin. Something is behind me. 

"NO Stop let go of me, Please let go, please"

"Shut up! What are you yelling about girl." 

"Put me down please just put me down."

"I said shut up!" Putting hand over my mouth.

"MMMMMMM" I'm in so much pain i don't think i can fight much longer

"Wait Girl your bleeding. I-I-I-I-I I'm so sorry Let me help you"

dragging me inside. he fliped my on my stoamich and i screamed 

"My baby" 

"Hey it will be fine but you wont
 

"IT? MY BABY IS NOT AN IT"

"please stop yelling and moving" 

"I cant move anymore  wh--" Its dark. my heart i can barley feel it. no no this no it just cant be. no. no i cant lose. Get up. I cant move. its over......