The Moment I knew i was never safe.

Run or stay?

I screamed. How did he find me? "Someone, anyone please help me!" I screamed. He put his large hand over my mouth to keep me from screaming again. I struggled to get away from his grasp. The pain in my leg became more painful and thats when I realized a small knife was stabbed in to my leg! I keep struggling to get away from him and finally got away. I started running faster than i ever knew I could, I pulled the knife out of my leg closed it and put it in my jeans pocket. I heard my dad yelling "You get back here! You cowed!" But i didn't look back i just keep running. Thats when I decide I'm running away from home and never coming back! Ever!! And i know exactly where to go, the place no one will ever find me and hurt me ever again!
I made my way out if the woods and run a couple miles up the street. Then i started to walk about 1 mile. I took a left and went down that road till I found the long dirt drive way to a house that was now abandoned. This is the house me and Jack (my best friend from day care) found when we were just exploring on our own as little kids. I remember what Jack said "You can always count on me to meet you here if u need me, I'm going to protect you Alexi."
I walked up the dirt road to the old house. I wondered if Jack meant what he said but i will never know. I made it to the house and looked for a way to get in. I walked around to the back out the house to find the back door the only thing that wasn't boarded up and it wasn't locked ether. I opened the door carefully and looked in side before walking in. Like i said abandoned. I walked in and sat in the corner of the room. it was really hot out and i had on black skinny jeans and a dark purple tank top. I was tired from running and before i knew it i fell asleep.
I wake up to darkness all around me. Its nights time. So sense I already slept i went to the 2nd floor and went out on the roof to look up at the stars. I remember as kids me and Jack would talk about the star as if they were little lights and that one day we would both be laying down one night watching them go out one by one. The memory made me smile. I haven't got over my love for Jack even though we were just kids then. Jack is about a year and a half older than me. My smile faded when the thought if never seeing him again popped back in to my mind. I starred up at the stars for a while remembering all the memories i had with him. I miss him so much! I hope he's been better than i have.
I climbed back in to the house and decided that i need to look at my wound. I took out the knife, I realized it wasn't just a knife but a flashlight, and it had other knives on it too. i turned on the flash light and looked carefully and closely at my wound. It still hurts like hell but other than that most of it is already scabbed over. I also felt around the back of my head were i had a little cut and it was scabbed over. "Just add them to the list of scars." I said with a low sigh. I was in the up stairs master bedroom now, I walked to a corner in the far right and sat down putting my head against the wall and fell back asleep.
I woke up to the bright warm sun shining in my face. But i smile, no more dad waking me up and no more hurt. But that wasn't true, in my heart there is still hurt and a longing feeling to see Jack again. My thoughts were intruded when my stomach growled. Behind the house about 50 feet a large woods stood. The woods go on for miles. I walk out of the house and started heading for the woods with my knife in my pocket.
I get to the woods and start setting up animal traps. After im done setting and making the traps, i gather wood for a fire And head back to the house. I set the wood down my the door and look around. I spot an old shed and start walking towards it. The door had no lock so i just open it and take a careful step in side. I look around and all types of things. I found a wagon and started filling it. I put a meal rod, tarp, a hammer, nails, bricks to make a fire pit, a shovel, blankets, an old pillow, pencils, and a note/drawing pad. I pulled the wagon to the door and started to unload. Thinking back to when my mom made me go to survival camp that year payed off. I unloaded every thing in to the down stairs living room. Then i took the wagon with me to check the traps.
Only 23 out of the 50 traps had some thing in them. Most of the traps had rabbit. So i put my catchings it the wagon and reset the traps. I walked back to the house and made a fire to cook my dinner. After i ate i put the fire out and put the bricks that i put in the house back in the wagon and pulled it to the spot where the fire once was. I started placing bricks around the area to make a fire pit. When i was done i put the rest of the bricks back in the shed and parked the wagon by the door and went it side. I grabbed the tarp, blankets, and the old pillow and went upstairs to the master bedroom. In the corner I slept in last night I placed the tarp down first, then one of the blankets, than the pillow and then the other blanket. I was tired and it was getting dark so I climbed in to the little bed I made and fell asleep.