Phantom X Reader ~A Love For Erik~

Endless Letters

Many weeks have passed. And by that I mean four-and a half weeks.

Being a pregnant woman was a struggle

There would be times where an hour felt like a week or a week felt like months..

Of course I didn't struggle that much because I had Erik with me.

My baby bump at last started showing. And every once in a while, I would sometimes zone out then drop back to reality and realize I was carrying a human-life in my stomach

It scared me at times but then I would understand that once my child is born, I can caress it, name it, buy clothing for it, and of course, tuck it in every-night.

The doctor's only orders were to not stress out that much and to eat healthy as much as possible

Though the stressing out part was a difficult task to be done.

I haven't mentioned this to Erik but...

My mother had been sending me many letters filled with threats.

Why was that?

Well

After my mother realized that I had ran off with Erik, she grew furious knowing that I had not only disobeyed her but chosen someone else over her

Come to think of it, it does sound pretty harsh of me to have chosen someone else over my mother, but I had no choice. Mother and Father were teaming with the guards to hunt down Erik and to end his miserable life

I was obviously not gonna allow that. So I stood by Erik's side

In addition, to make sure Erik did not find out about the whole 'Mother sending me threats' fiasco, I hid all the letters under a trapdoor on the wooden floor in our bedroom.

I was sure Erik would not check there. It was well hidden

My decision probably was not smart, but I had to do it. I almost lost Erik last time when he tried to defend me. No way in hell will I let him risk his life for me

Suddenly, my thoughts were all interrupted when Erik walked out onto the balcony I was on

Not knowing he was watching me gaze into the sunset, I jumped a little when he began to speak

"Enjoying the outdoors?" He huskily mentioned, wrapping his arms around me from behind as he whispered into my ear

"Y-Yep"

Erik analyzed me then gave a mischievous smirk

"Afraid, my dear?"

"No.. You just took me by surprise when you walked in" Attempting at keeping my cool, my words trailed off into a nervous giggle

"Ah. I see." Erik nodded lightly then joined me on my gaze

"Isn't it amazing how a female can carry human life in their hands?" Keeping my eyesight on the setting sun, my childish self couldn't help but to smile at the thought of soon becoming a mother

"It's fascinating. Soon we will be known as 'parents' " Erik pulled me into his arms and embraced me as we both day-dreamed of our lives as parents

"Soon" I whispered

**Three hours later**

Erik's P.O.V.

The chat I had with (Y/N) ended up lasting two hours. I have to say, being a parent sounds delighting and a bit overwhelming

This all seemed as if it were just a dream. An illusion.

Life was too good to be true. I have a girlfriend that not only loves me, but accepts me for who I am. She could care less of my distorted face. She loves me and every flaw of mine.

And of course, I love her.

(Y/N) was resting, for she is a pregnant lady and needs her rest. I on the other hand am still awake.

It had occurred to me to walk along the path that lead to a camouflaged garden not too far into the large pine trees

There, everything had been set up. Set up for that day...

No one knew but me.

I could already imagine myself getting on the steps, leading (Y/N) to the front of the stage which was surrounded with blood red roses with a few rose and violet ones.

The sun will be shining bright down to us, the birds will be dancing in mid air as if they were celebrating as well, and of course, me and my soon to be bride will be dancing, caressing, and kissing, as we enjoy the moment of sweet satisfaction

One can only dream.

I had the stage ready, and the flowers were planted in. All I needed to do was to decorate. Which I would need help with. And that would be Madame Giry. That lady knows everything about designs

In conclusion, (Y/N) will soon be my wife..

Noticing that it was getting late, I headed back to the mansion. Walking up the steel stairs, I slowly crept to our room and found (Y/N) sleeping just like last time I checked up on her.

Checking my pocket watch, it was now a quarter to 10 o'clock

I must had been out there for an hour....

After changing into my sleep-wear, I joined (Y/N) in on the slumber and continued thinking about the day I propose.

(Y/N) has made sleeping more easy for me since I had insomnia. She lowered my stress levels.

She was all I had.

And I am grateful for having to stumble upon her

I wrapped my arms around (Y/N) gently trying not to wake her

Then there I was.

Out of no where, I see her turn around smiling softly now facing me as she wraps her arms around my torso as well

And there we were

Embracing each other beneath the moonless sky....

//MUST SEE Quick Authors Note!
I know I said I would update again in July but I have lowered it to June 20th. On June 20th, I will update the story again. It's better then waiting till July! Take this chapter as a teaser!!! ^^ Thank you for all the support! Bye!\\