I feel meaningless
and I feel out of place.
I feel like no one cares about me
and as I stand alone
no ones comforting me
so I'm bound to do something stupid.
I cannot forget your scent,
it is torturing me and I can't move along.
No, I can't move along.
And these walls around me
they are staring into my soul
eating up everything inside me
making my mind bleed
these thoughts of you
down into my heart
and it is swelling up
because I can't take it.
I can't take it.
I need an electric shock
to jolt me back to life
because I am lying here
bleeding to my death
and the paramedics are late,
I gave them the wrong address.
I can't fucking function right now
my mind is racing but every thought
feels like forever and ever.
What do I do in this situation?
Man this has gotten
way out of hand.
I hope you know that I told him
he could start a relationship with you
but he said no for me
he said he wouldn't do that.
He's a great friend to me,
so is everyone else
because they're helping me through this.
I've told them many times already
that I'll never get over you
and they understand
but you really don't.
You don't understand me
and you never will.
My mind doesn't either
it doesn't know what to do.
So I'm lost
in the darkness of my conciousness
and I need to escape
so I can see
what I really need.
If it's you, well then I'm fucked
and if it's not, I can move along
please let it be that I get over you
because I can't keep chasing this dream
of me and you together.
Why does it seem so perfect?
Why do we seem destined to be?
But it is only to me
because you lost your love for me
can you try to search for it?
It might still be there...
who am I kidding, you don't want to.
You don't care because if you did,
you'd give me one more chance
and still love me.
