Forgiveness

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(DEANS POV)
I dont know what Sam is doing, but it is not funny. Like really?! Sleeping with Cas is ok to him?! Well not me. You know what? I am going to act as if it doesn't affect me so he just gives up and doesn't do it again. Yeah, that sounds good. "So, night guys. Hope you sleep well." Charlie calls from her bed and I just grunt. Good job Dean, that totally seems like you don't care. I flip over and soon her Charlies soft snores from her side. I am infuriated when I hear giggling and talking from Cas and Sam. Like really, they are grown men! Well Sam is, Cas is a grown man-angel-baby. He is so cute, I know I have to apologize to him soon and make him forgive me. I really like him and him bunking and cuddling with my brother is so not what I want to happen or like. It weirds me out, like, I know Sam is Bi, so him knowing that I like Cas gives him a rainbow card to flirt it up with Cas whenever he wants. It is so not fair man, and all Cas thinks of me is that I am some rude, big, jerk that yelled at him for no reason AT ALL. So I am screwed. Yay. I can feel the sarcasm dripping from my words. "Hahaha. Stop! That is so not happening."Sam laughs loudly from the bed, followed by exaggerated hushes and giggles once again.
I only scoff and try to block them out, this is excruciating. I wanna be up there making Cas laugh and do his cute little blush thing. I love it so much, he smiles so big and his cheeks get so pink. But when he smiles, he tries to hold it back and he looks so goofy. I am pulled out of my thoughts when I hear a thump near the door. I jump up, gun in hand and point it at the door. Only to quickly put it down when I see Cas and Sam holding back laughter, "Sorry man, we are going out for something to eat. Cas is hungry......once again." Sam teases and nudges Cas's arm.
"Sure, I could use some food. You think Charlie will be good?" I ask and they both just nod their heads.
This little trip is going to be fun.

(CAS'S POV)
I cant believe he is actually coming with us. I thought he would just grunt and cover himself in blankets, guess I was wrong. We are now walking to a diner down the road. I am surprised it is even open, it is like midnight right now, but it is what it is. Walking in, there is an old man and one waitress. We go up to a booth and sit ourselves down, "How may I take your orders?" The girl asks sweetly.
Sam orders me and him BLT's and Dean gets a bacon burger, like always. "Why are you getting that at 12 o'clock in the morning?" I ask.
Dean looks surprised with the question," Well........I don't really know. I always get them everywhere I go."Dean says and kinda blushes.
Cute......NO! Not cute, I cant let him swoon me again. "So, sounded like you guys were really having fun back there." Dean says as he plays with a napkin in his hands.
What is that supposed to mean? What do y-" i begin to say but Sam cuts me off.
"Yeah. We where having fun earlier." Sam says smugly and lays his hand behind me on my seat.
I can tell Dean did not like that answer, but he seemingly brushed it off. "That's
good, I hoped you guys did." Dean said with an obviously fake smile, and I could feel him kick Sam under the table, even if Sam didn't show it.
"Here is your guys food, hope you enjoy." The waitress lady said as she set our food down in front of us, sending a wink at Dean, who didn't even notice.
Dean was too busy glaring at Sam and smiling at me. "So, is that couch even comfortable Dean?" I ask as I take my first bite.
I caught Dean off guard because he had a mouth full of burger and I had to wait a while before I got my answer,"Oh. Sorry, ummm......not really. But as long as you guys are comfortable, it doesn't matter." Dean says and shrugs, wiping his mouth with a napkin.
"Why don't you care? Don't you want to sleep in a bed? I could go and you-" i try to say but like always, i am interrupted.
"Oh, no Cas. It is totally OK. You are staying. Anyways, I am not sharing a bed with my over-sized moose brother." Dean says and glares at Sam again.
"Sam could sleep on the couch." I suggest and everyone stops.
Even I stop, did I just suggest Dean sleep with.......ME? I shiver at the thought of going through with that again. "Do you mean you'd sleep......with HIM?" Sam says and looks at me like i am crazy.
Oh god, I need to find a save, "UMMM, no. I meant I'd leave and you guys would switch once in a while." I say and luckily they believe me.
"Oh no, you are staying." They both say in unison.
I giggle and Dean smiles fondly and me, while Sam snickers and finishes off his sandwich. "Would you like some of mine?" Dean asks me and i shrug.
"Sure." I say and he motions me over to his side of the booth and pulls the sandwich up to my face.
"OK. Thing about burgers is, they are messy sometimes. And these are one of those times. Here." Dean says and shoves the burger in my mouth.
I am startled at first but the burger is surprisingly really good. When he pulls the burger away, he smiles and just looks at me until I finish. When I do he asks," How was it?" and I smile.
"It was really good." i say this.
Dean brings his hand up and wipes the corner of my mouth with his thumb.
I blush of course and he just looks at me. "Well thank you Dean. That was generous of you to offer me some." I say and he begins to blush also, nodding his head.
"Well.....it is getting really early. We should go." Sam says as he begins to get up.
I nod and get up also, Dean not far behind me. Dean pays the lady and tips her, then we walk out.
That was an interesting night.

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