Dean's POV
I saw everything.
I know I have heard so many stories from people who say they where there the whole time, watching out and I never believed them. I didn't think that was actually possible. But for the past few weeks, that was me. Looking out of my body, but not being able to do jack squat. And the things this demon shoved into my head......I thought I was going to be in there forever. That demon made me think nobody was ever going to save me, and I believed it. I truly thought they where going to tie me up and just leave me there.
I couldn't handle it when the son of a bitch demon made me hurt Cas. Made me say those terrible hurtful things to my baby. And I cried when he pushed my angel into that wall. The pain and betrail on his face shredded my heart. I screamed and cried for it to stop but nothing let up. And the pain of them trying to save me was excruciating. But I knew they where only helping me. Cas's part was the worst of all, but it worked. I am back and I can apologize and get my Cassie back and we all can be happy. "Hey. You awake?" I hear Sam whisper as he opens the door to my room.
My eyes open and I try to answer, but my voice is so hoarse, no sound really come out. Sam gets the message and rushes to my side," No. Don't talk. I didn't think that out. Are you hungry?" Sam asks and places a hand on my shoulder.
I shake my head, I don't want food. I want Cas, I want to see him and talk to him. "C..ca..Cas." I finally get out and a look of sympathy coats Sam's face.
"I don't know if....Cas is ready to.....talk right now.
I nod, completely understanding. "Fine. I wa..wanna burger." I say as if I am gargling rocks.
Sam laughs," Haha. You are far from ubeing able to eat burgers. More like Chicken noodle soup and tea for a few days." I groan.
~*~a week later~*~
Castiel still hasn't spoken to me, and it is driving me insane. The only things that are running through my mind are thoughts of how I lost Cas. I really did like him and I wanted more out of us. I am pulled from my thoughts as I hear a slight cough from beside me. I open my eyes and see a familiar red head smiling down at me. I smile widely and jump up to hug her." Hey. Where have you been? I've missed you." I say and she looks at me sympathetically.
"I am with Dorothy. We have been together for a couple months. We have been thinking about moving in together." Charlie says as she holds my hand, playing with my fingers like Cas would.
"Ummm... Sorry. I need to know, how is Cas?" I ask and she shrugs.
"He is ok. He has been talking to Gabe a lot. I don't know what about but I think Sam is slightly crushing on that cheeky angel." Charlie smiles and stands up.
"Where are you going?" I ask a bit too needy.
"I was going to make burgers....you wanna come?" Charlie snickers and I jump up.
May I add a bit too fast and almost face plant into the wood flooring. But I catch myself on my desk. Charlie laughs and we walk out of my room. I have only been out of my room a few times since the incident. Not wanting to face Cas just yet. So I hoped that he wasn't out here when we where. But just to my luck, there was Cas, his back to use, and he was......shirtless?! Within a millisecond, I had scanned his whole back. His back muscles where impressive, and quite sexy. When he reached for his glass, all the muscles flexed and moves in just the right ways. I shook myself out of my little trance and pulled Charlie into the nearest room. "Since when did he start walking around like that?!" I whisper yell and she only giggles.
"I don't know. I haven't been here in weeks. Ask Sam." She shrugs and opens the door, going back out and continues to the kitchen.
I slowly follow behind her, hoping Cas left. But no, he was still there and I had to face him finally. Charlie walks into the kitchen and starts to grab things for burgers, I walk in quickly behind, trying not to stare at Cas's body. When I walk in, he sort of freezes, but then continues with his buisness. He was reading a book and sipping on some orange juice. He would look absolutely adorable if he wasn't flipping shirtless! Now when I look, he looks like a sexy librarian I would take home. He was also wearing joggers. They where black and hugged him in all the right places.....I realized I was staring when he moved to put his now empty glass in the sink. Charlie was just about done with the burgers and I was standing stupidly infront of the sink. I was kinda frozen, but Cas reached under my arm and put the glass in the sink. When he went to walk away, I sprung into action. I quickly grabbed his arm and pulled him back. He looked up at me suprised," Yes?" He asked.
"Ummm. I'd like to...would you like to...go out somewhere later?" I ask like I am a nerdy middle schooler.
Cas blushes and smiles slightly," Umm. Sure. When?" He asked and my heart skipped a beat.
"Oh. Shit. How about around 6? We can go to a diner or a coffee shop or a movie or-" I rambled but luckily Cas cut me off.
He raised his hand to my cheek," Dean. I would love to go anywhere with you. It's....4:30. So I will go start getting ready and we can go when the time comes." Cas said slowly and calmly.
Before turning around, Cas hopped up and left a quick kiss on my cheek. Then turned and scurried away to his room," Smooth one." Charlie says as she put a plate infront of Dean. Dean smiles abit to himself. That went well, that went great. Better than he planned, well, he didn't plan it. It was more of a spur of the moment kind of thing. But now he had to figure out where they are going to go.
Castiel's POV
"I wonder where that freaking fruitcake is gonna take my little brother." Gabe laughs and sits down next to Sam on my bed.
"Shut up Gabe. I bet he is gonna be all nervous and not make a single move on you. Castiel, this is your night to shine." Sam said and stood up, only to be pulled back down by Gabe.
"What?! I need to help Cas look hotter than Dean tonight."Sam play whined and got back up.
Until almost the very last minute, Sam and I stood infront of my closet pulling things out and shoving them back in. We finally decided on some black kinda skinny jeans and a tight grey v-neck tee shirt with a dark red hoodie. "Are you sure I look ok?" I ask a bit skeptical.
"Cas, you look amazing. Don't worry. He is gonna howl and drool over you." Sam teased, sending a blush over my cheeks.
"Buuuuuttt! We have to sexify up this hair." Gabe says singsongy and pulls me to the bathroom.
My hair is usually really flat, and I don't care. But tonight, I agree, something needs to be done with this. So, Gabe makes Sam go and get his "moose products" because I obviously don't have any. When Sam comes back, he dumps a baskets onto the counter. "That's all the stuff I have." He huffs and I smile.
After a few minutes of my hair being "accidentally pulled" and Gabe telling me to not move. "Done! You look hot baby bro!" Gabe stands back and nods.
Sam runs in," What is it?! Oh. Whoa Cas. You look....hot." Sam says and Cas blushes.
I turn around and look into the mirror. Oh....Wel maybe I do a lil. My hair kinda looks like I just woke up. Little tuffs of hair sticking out in some places. But over all, at least it didn't look dull and boring. The style went with my outfit. I turn back to the boys," I think I'm ready." I say smiling nervously.
