(Dean's POV)
"He hasn't been home in like.....months!" I whine to Sam and he scoffs.
"Dean, for the last time, he has only been gone for a couple of weeks. And it's not like he isn't coming back....." Sam trails off and I sigh.
"You don't have to lie now Sammy. I know he isn't-" I begin to say but am cut off by the front door opening and two sets of footsteps entering.
For the past couple of weeks, I have been worrying and crying and sleeping alot. Every time the front door opens, I pray it is him. I pray to him every night, hoping he could still hear me. But when he didn't come, I started to lose hope. I had become so used to another body laying in bed next to me, and to have to lay alone at night brought me into a sort of depression. I wasn't going on hunts, I wasn't eating much, and Sam and Charlie started to notice. Charlie trying to get me to eat and Sam trying to get me back at hunting. But i obviously wasn't budging.
I was shaken from my thoughts when I heard an all too familiar voice enter the room. "Hello?! Anyone her-" Cas cut himself off when he enter the room Sam And Charlie and I laying on the couch.
I freeze, my body going numb and my eyes glued to Cas. He looked a mess, his hair sticking in all directions and scruff starting to grow in. His clothes where also crinkled and messy. Cas and I have been looking at each other for a while now, frozen and wide eyed. Then he looks away and tries talking to somebody else. Like he hasn't just been practically missing for like a month......well a few weeks. But it is practically the same thing. Anyways, he is making this all seem like no big deal, and who is this random ass guy he is with? Did he find somebody else? Is this the guy? I can't do this, my mind is killing me. "Umm, Sammy? I am not feeling too hot, I think I am going to go and lay down." I say quickly and rush to my room.
Immediately when I close the door, I feel myself go into a sort of frenzy. I lock the door and grab the nearest thing to me and throw it across the room. Turns out it was a small vase I got from one of Charlie's little conventions she dragged me to. After that, I couldn't stop, I was throwing things and crying. I could barely see half the time, tears blurred my vision. I was tearing posters and pictures off my walls. Knocking things off my dressers and sobbing. Finally, I stopped and looked around, things scattered everywhere. I then hear footsteps walking up the stairs, heading towards my room. Three tiny knocks come from the door and I hesitate for a second, but eventually go and answer it. When I open the door, there stand Cas, still looking like he did before,, but in different clothes. "Umm, I just wanted to come and.....oh gosh. Dean, what have you done? Are you ok?" Cas says and I collapse into his arms. Strained sobs leave me as I grip onto his shirt and he just holds me.
"I thought you where never going to come back. I thought I did something wrong." I say softly when I calm down and Cas pulls me over to my bed.
"Oh no, you didn't do anything wrong. I was just.....going through something." Cas hesitates but I let it pass.
"So, what exactly happened here?" Cas asks and i just sigh.
" I guess i had a little......melt down." I shrug and Cas only shakes his head.
" Dinner is ready. We can clean this up later. I have someone i want to show to you." Cas says as he pulls us both up.
We walk into the kitchen/dining room and everyone is just sitting down. There is the mystery man, Sam, Charlie and Gabe. Gabe is in a sort of daze, staring at the guy. "Ummm, Dean. this is.....my father." Cas says bluntly and freeze for a moment.
"So....but...that would....that means you are...God?" i stutter and the man laughs lightly.
"Oh yes Dean. That's exactly what that would mean."He said as Cas and I sat down next to Sam and Gabe.
We begin eating and an excruciating silence covers the room. Cas and I give quick glances at each other, then Gabe pipes up," So.......hasn't the weather been lovely today?" Gabe spurts and we all laugh.
That sends a more comfortable conversation between us all, everything becoming slightly less terrifying. Cas tries to comfort me by patting my leg every once in a while or rubbing my back when I would tense. The comfort helped a lot, but I was still pretty shaken up by my sudden breakdown. I usually pride myself for my control over my emotions. How I can hide my feelings and control how things show. But right then and there, I couldn't help it, I had held in too much.
"Dean? Earth to Dean." I hear a voice call out to my and I snap out of my trance.
I look around and see everyone looking at me," My Father asked you a question." Cas says softly and I could feel a blush tint my cheeks.
"I am so sorry. What did y..you say?" I stutter and God smiles softly at me.
"Don't be afraid Dean. I just wanted to know how long you have known Castiel here." God smiled and I sigh in relief.
"Oh. I have known Castiel for almost a year now." I smile and look at Cas, him smiling right back at me.
God smiles and says," Oh. How nice. I am glad to see Castiel has found friends other than his brothers. He has never really bonded with some of his siblings. So, when I found out he met you guys, I was very proud of him. He is one to be very shy and a-" God began but Cas interrupted before he got into the details.
"Ok. I think it is getting pretty late. I sure feel tired, does anyone else feel tired? I do, maybe we should all get some sleep and continue this lovely conversation tomorrow." Cas sputtered and we all laughed.
"Ok Castiel. I am sorry I might have embarrassed you. Let's all just rest and sort things out tomorrow. And Dean? Sam? You can call me Chuck. That's the name of this vessel, and I think it is a fitting name for me. For the time being." God...Well, Chuck said and we all agreed.
We all disperse our own ways. Sam, Charlie, Cas and I heading to our rooms. Gabe and Chuck left, going to talk or something. When I went to go to my room, I could feel Cas right behind me. I went to open the door, so ready to flop onto my bed, but then I remembered how I trashed the room and stopped. Cas slightly bumped into my back and I turned around. "Aren't you going to go with your.....Dad? And brother?" I ask and Cas gives me a confused look.
"Why? I am already home, with you." Cas says bluntly and I just smile at him.
"Well, my room is still a mess. So if you are ready for a night full of cleaning, then let's-" I cut myself off when I open the door, the room nearly cleaned and everything out back into their places.
"I cleaned it when you went to the bathroom earlier. It wasn't that bad." Cas shrugs when I turn around to look at him.
I smile and lightly grab his hand, pulling him into the room. We get into more comfy clothes and hop into bed. That night was filled with light kisses and snuggles and loving whispers. I fell asleep to the sound of Cas's heartbeat against my ear. His arms wrapped around me and his warmth engulfing me. Soon after, sleep took me over and everything felt back to normal.
