30-Set and done
First ring... Second ring... Third ring...
I was gonna hang up when the ringing stopped. I pursed my lips shut and my heart was pounding against my chest. I should've hang up before it was too late.
"Hello Lexie," I swallowed as she answered casually like I'm one of her clients.
"Hi mom," I'm actually sweating and I was heating up inside. I sat outside in the backyard by the day bed and picked on the edge of my shirt. There was silence between us so I cleared my throat before speaking. "Janice called me earlier, are you alright?" I asked concerned cause I'm that caring daughter.
"I'm fine, what did your Aunty tell you?" Mom asked and I licked my lower lip.
"Nothing, she just told me to call you, did she say anything to you?" I interrogated cause I don't know if Janice told her that I'm living in Cali now with Lloyd.
"No." She said plainly and I blinked through the darkness along the beach. It was midnight and everyone is asleep by this hour. "Well I guess you're right all along," she finally said and my eyebrows rose up.
"Right about what?" I was literally confused and she sighed. Oh shit, she's mad.
"The wedding, everything is cancelled." Mom said and my soul is literally celebrating. My eyes lit up and I sat straighter.
"What happened...?" I'm guessing me and Lloyd were one of the reason why they cancelled and I felt bad.
"Ben told me the truth when he came back and till now, his wife hasn't signed the papers yet. I don't have anything to do with Ben anymore." She stated and I swallowed deeply. She might as well say she doesn't have anything to do with me cause I clearly get the message.
"I'm sorry mom," I mumbled and I doubt she heard it. The other end got quiet and I thought she hung up on me.
"It's fine, I'm glad you warned me." She said and it didn't really sound genuine so my forehead creased. I sadly know when my mom is being fake and that time is now. She really hates me but I don't give a shit anymore.
"No problem," I just went along and chewed on my bottom lip.
"Well I have to go Lexie," she said abruptly and I'm happy cause the conversation was leading to awkward villa. Everything between us changed and I doubt it'll get back to normal.
"Alright, bye," mom just hung up and didn't bother saying bye. I stared at my phone for a moment before blinking at it.
Yes, thank you mom for everything that you did to me and I love you but from now on, I don't have to associate with you either, I'll live my own life and you live yours, we can live in different ways if that's what you want and I'm fine with it. If you want to not recognize me as your daughter, so be it. But damn am I happy that Ben and her was over. I'm finally free from anything that's stopping me from getting Lloyd fully and now, I can really say that I love him.
I stood up and slid the door open, walking back inside. Lloyd was watching TV as he was slumped down lazily in the couch, I sat down, he wrapped his arm around my shoulder beside him and curled up on his chest as we watch some cartoons.
"Did you talk to Janet?" He asked, looking down at me and I nodded.
"I don't have anything to do with her anymore, we settled everything and she made it clear," I told him without moving my gaze off the screen. He became silent for a moment before he spoke again. I think Lloyd feels bad that this happened between me and my mom but it happened for a reason and I'm picking him over her so he better be thankful for that.
"Did she tell you about my dad?" I nodded again at his question and he let out a sigh.
"They broke up," I mumbled. It's weird talking about my mom's and Ben's relationship. I don't like it.
"That's what my dad told me," he shrugged and I peered up at him as he was gazing over the 50" flat screen TV. If this was my house, I wouldn't leave to go to New York... But then I met him in New York so I guess it was fine.
"So why did you leave this place again?" I asked him in curiosity. I know stuff about his girlfriend and how she cheated on him but there must be a reason for him to leave California that easily.
"What do you mean?" He quirk a brow, softly caressing my arm.
"Like why did you go to New York? I wouldn't leave if this was my house," I told him with a sly grin and his lips form a half smile. I should've not asked.
"Like I told you before, I really loved my girlfriend," that sent a pang of jealousy right through my chest and I had to breath in deeply. She's his ex Lexie, why're you so worried? you're with him now, not her. She's not in his life anymore. "And she cheated on me. Guys have feelings too you know and it hurt like a bitch." He said, rubbing his chest like he can still feel it. I sat up and looked at him closely.
"That's it? You move to New York cause you were heart broken?" I asked with a quirk brow and he gave me a deadpan look.
"Yes. Pretty much. And for some other reasons," he grinned at me and my brows cocked up.
"What kind?" I questioned, leaning closely to him. So there's other reasons as of why his ass moved to New York, he smiled.
"My dad told me about Janet when I was 20 and he told me that she had a daughter who was 16 at that time, I thought you were young back then and I brushed it off but then, 4 years later, my dad told me that he's moving in with your mom and that you're coming to New York to visit." He grinned, playing with my hair.
"They showed me recent pictures of you and I was intrigued, you looked beautiful and I wanted to meet you," he told me and I looked at him in awe. I found it adorable. "I also have a secret," he added and I was curious.
"What is it?" I asked in anticipation. Lloyd Walters keeps secrets?
"I had a crush on you before I met you..." He pursed his lips and my cheeks heat up as I grinned widely. My heart stopped, dropped, and rolled on the ground. He had a crush on me?
"Oh wow, first time I met you, I thought you were a player," I jabbed his tummy with my finger and he chuckled, shaking his head.
"How so?" I love this. Just having a normal conversation with him can make my day.
"You literally jumped on me on my first day back and you wanted to get in my pants, if that doesn't sound like player, I don't know what," I scoffed, grinning at him.
"Sorry if that was my approach! But I'm not gonna lie, you look hot Lexie, how can I not pass on you?" My internal organs combust and my heart pumped faster against my ribs. It's like we haven't had an intimate moment and we just met each other for the first time, that's what I'm feeling.
"How bout you? Why did you go back to New York all this time?" He asked me and I shrugged a shoulder.
"To visit mom," I plainly answered because I never knew that he would be there in the first place and to escape London.
"Weren't you trying to avoid your ex too because he broke your heart?" I stared at him for a good moment and didn't say anything else cause he's right. New York is like our escape place from drama.
"Yes," I mumbled, looking away from him.
"Oh and actually, I saw Dana on my way to London." He stated and my eyes opened bloodshot, looking at him closely. Now that he's seen her, dies he want her back? Os she more gorgeous than ever from the pictures that I've seen?
"Y-you did?" I stammered. Lloyd cupped my face and gave me an assuring look.
"Yeah, but the weird thing is I really didn't feel anything, it was like I'm talking to a stranger and I got over her, so you don't have to worry babe," he told me seriously and I swallowed, letting out a breath of relief.
"Where'd you see her?" I muster to ask cause I don't really like talking about her. I mean she's pretty and all but like Lloyd said, he got over her.
"In the plane, she had a flight to London too and it was just a brief conversation," he shrugged, unaffected and it sent a flood of relief through me.
"Oh," I mumbled, directing my gaze to the TV screen. He pressed me closer against him, softly nibbling on my neck.
"I told you, no worries babe, you trust me as I trust you," he murmured against my skin and I smiled, tilting my head to the side to give him more access. It's true, I trust him as he trust me. I believe that he's past over his ex.
"We should go to bed, it's late," I said breathlessly as he sucked and kiss my neck roughly, his hand moving over to my thighs. I caught his wrist and threaded my fingers through his, he groaned in frustration, I smirked.
"I think we should," he said huskily along my earlobe and I shivered.
"Okay let's go," I stood on my feet and he stared at me, grinning mischievously.
"You go ahead, I'll follow," Lloyd winked at me and I quirk a brow, slowly walking back and making my way up the rail less stairs. As soon as I reached the top step, I heard the ice maker in the kitchen and I began to get curious.
I hurried in the bathroom and brushed my teeth, washing my face and brushing out my hair. I stepped back in the room and stripped off my shirt and shorts. I was about to lie down on the bed when Lloyd walked in with a bucket. Uhm... okay then.
"The hell is that?" I asked weirdly. He grinned at me and placed it down to strip off his clothes as well, leaving him in his boxers.
"You'll see," he smirked, walking towards his closet and I'm growing more curious every second that passes by. What the hell is gonna happen? I know our inner freaks will come out but what's up with the bucket?
I sat down on the bed as I patiently wait and he came out with a tie, neck tie to be exact, walking towards me as I looked at him closely.
"Turn around," he ordered me to so I did. The tie covered my eyes and I started to wonder what this foolishness is about. "Lie down on the bed," he whispered beside my ear seductively and I shivered, slowly lying flat on the bed.
"Lloyd, I swear if you do anything funny, I will kick you," I threatened him but he chuckled.
"Relax, this will feel good," what the fuck!? What would feel good?! My heart started to race when the bed sunk down and my senses were heightened.
I felt Lloyd's body hover above me as he breathed against my lips but hasn't kissed me yet, tracing my jaw down to my cleavage that made my stomach cringe in anticipation. He bit my bottom lip and pulled it out and I moaned loudly, my chest raising as I follow him up. Ermigawd! He started nuzzling my neck then softly sucking my skin that made me whimper.
"What's with the blindfold?" I randomly questioned as his hands traced my body that made goose bumps rise on my skin.
"Shhh, just enjoy," he told me and I bit my bottom lip. Lloyd trailed kisses to my neck down to my chest down to my naval as he slowly tug down my boy shorts, I levered my hip up for easy access and he slid it past my ankles.
"Lloyd...?" I said then I felt him spread my legs open like a book. Oh fuck, I'm soaking. There was movement around me then I suddenly felt something cold against my skin that made me flinch. What the fuck is that?! Ice?!
It graze my naval then down to my core that made my muscles tighten as I moaned. My hips jerked up but Lloyd planted them down with both his hands, I whimpered.
"Fucking cold!" I sneered as I felt the ice melting against me. He softly sucked on me and that made me grit my teeth. Oh my god! I fist his hair in my hand and moaned out loudly. My chest heaving in and out as Lloyd tease the hell out of me. "Lloyd!" I screamed.
"Mhm." he groaned, moving up. His breathe was freezing and I shivered. Lloyd softly pressed a kiss on my neck and I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him down by the neck as he sucked on my collar bone roughly that made me gasp and whimper. He slid off the blindfold from my eyes and tangled his hand through my hair as my chest arch up. "I'm really happy I got you back babe," he pulled an inch away and stared at my eyes deeply, softly caressing my cheek that sent chills down my spine.
"Are you really?" I quirk a brow, smirking as I play with the back of his hair.
"Yes," his hand snaked behind my back and snapped the clasp free, pulling my bra away and tossing it over the floor as he gave me a smouldering once over. I can feel something poking through my middle and I grinned.
"Then show me how happy you are," I said, brushing my lips against his as I talked. I let my feet slid his boxers off and a mischievous smile appeared on his face.
"Oh I will," Lloyd assured me before crashing his lips to mine. Play time is over and I know this will be one hell of a night. I groaned in frustration and pushed my hips down when he was still teasing me as I can feel him right at my core, making me more wet than ever.
"Lloyd." I sneered. He cupped both my boobies and played with them as he kissed my jaw. I'm starting to guess that my neck is full of hickies now.
"Yes?" He growled, slowly pushing inside me but pulled out right away. Fuck! This is so infuriating!
"Fuck me," I moaned, my insides were cringing and I really want him right now. I'm over teasing. He pushed in gently all the way inside me and I chewed on my bottom lip hard enough that I could taste blood, fisting my hands on the sheets.
"Tell me what you want Lexie," his voice was husky and my heart dropped down to my toes. I will combust if he keeps doing that.
"Fuck me good, fuck me numb," I said breathlessly as his hips grind against mine moderately at first. Lloyd groaned, biting on my skin harshly as he laced our hands together, picking up his speed.
The full moon was clearly visible through the glass wall but that's the only source of light in the room, illuminating Lloyd's face which made him a thousand times sexier. His grip tightened around my hand and I thought he was gonna crush it, but everything was forgotten when his hips crashed against mine that got me screaming in pleasure.
"Yes! Oh my god! Lloyd!" I screamed with no shame cause first of all, I can and second I have nothing to worry about anymore. We were both covered in our own sweats and I squeezed my eyes shut as the sensation filled me whole.
"Look at me." He growled but I kept my eyes shut. "Lexie, look at me." He repeated and I forced my eyes to open. There was too much intensity and emotions in his eyes that it's hard to name it all.
I pulled my hand away from his and clawed his back as I scratched his skin are with my nails. We stared at each other for a moment and I gritted my teeth to prevent from moaning. My muscles clenched around him and that's when we both came at the same time, making me squeal as he deeply groan, resting his limp body on top of mine before moving beside me.
I was panting for breath and so was he. Lloyd pulled me against his chest and I complied, resting my head against his shoulder. I was still catching my breath when I realized that now is the right time to tell him.
"Lloyd?" I peered up at him and he let out a mhm sound with his eyes closed. I felt his heart beating fast against his chest and he's still trying to get his composure back. I levered myself up and stated down at him, making him look up at me with a grin.
"Yes baby?" He ran his hand down my arms and I bit my bottom lip. I am a little nervous, what if he doesn't say it back? It'll crash down on me for sure.
"Never mind," I brushed it away and laid back on his chest as his heart slowed its pace.
"No, tell me," he pursued on and I took in a deep breath.
"It's nothing, don't worry about it," I'm trying to avoid the concept and I hope he just drop it soon. Why would I bring it up on the first place?
"Now I'm worrying about it, tell me!" His hand lightly grazed my stomach and a shiver ran down my spine. That always happen when he touches me.
"Fine. I..." I started but it looks like cat got my tongue, I can't talk.
"I...?" He looked down at me and I buried my face on his chest, my cheeks heating up. Just fucking say it! He probably feels the same way, or not... I never know! Well if I say it, I truly mean it so that means I really love him, which I do- "Lexie," he nudged me slightly and my head was somewhere else for a moment.
"What?" I blurted out and he chuckled lightly.
"You were saying something about I..." Lloyd said and I sighed, I guess he'll never drop this topic off.
"What're you talking about?" I'm trying so hard to avoid or at least change the topic cause I'm scared of his reaction, I just can't say it.
"Don't play coy, I will ask you until you tell me." He said determined and I know Lloyd will do everything for me to say it out loud, I swallowed the lump in my throat, opening my mouth to speak.
"I... I love you," I told him finally. Pursing my lips as if I can take my words back but I'm glad I said it out loud. I felt his heart skip a beat and there was silence for a moment. Oh fuck. He doesn't feel the same way and he's gonna tell me that I'm crazy for saying it.
"I thought you'll never say it," there was a smirk behind his voice and I slapped his abdomen playfully, glancing up at him.
"You're an ass! I just told you that I love you and that's all you're gonna tell me," I frowned, sitting up to look at him, his lips formed into his usual charming smile and my heart melted as he pulled my arms down.
"I was contemplating on saying it before you do but baby, I love you too," he genuinely told me and I smiled. Lloyd pulled me in and kissed me deeply as responded instantly as we kiss the night away. Like, that's all we did.
THE END
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(A/N) ayyyyyyy! I was saving the 'I love you' for the last chapter:) and thank you for everyone who've supported and read MSBIAL!!! :**** to all y'all. And I said before that I'm posting a few more chapters but I'll make the epilogue longer or I'll make two parts of the epilogue:) get a glimpse of their life and as to what happen:$ did they get married??? who knows??
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