Thank You California.

It's Over

**Please read the A/N at the end**

*Joshua's pov*
I can't talk, my heart just shattered. The love of my life just left me. I know this all sounds insane, I'm a boy who was dating a girl in secret. But our love was real. And this relationship has changed my perspective on love all together. What we are doing right now is wrong, not being able to love a girl if you are a boy pisses me off. I love Colleen Mae Ballinger and she is a girl. I am Joshua David Evans and I am a boy. Now I'm more mad than sad. She was forced to break up with me because society says so. I hate it and now I need to do something about it.

*Colleen's pov*
I haven't stopped crying. I got home and ran upstairs to my room so my dads won't ask any questions. I plop down on my bed and cry in my pillow. I can't seem to stop crying. It's over. I can't meet him in the woods anymore, no more letters in class, no more going to his house and secretly making out in his room. It's all done and over forever. And there's no one I can talk to right now about it. I need to get it all off my chest. I grab Joshua's journal and start writing,

Dear Joshua,
I'm sorry. I couldn't do it anymore. I've had enough of the secrets the lies. it was only three weeks, and they were the best. But I want a relationship where that person can show me off and I can show them off. If you ever get this journal, which I have no idea what to do with myself anymore, just rememberer that I will eventually do something about this. And I promise you we will be together again.

I have my tears all over the page. I close the book and put it back where it was. I close my eyes shut tight to try to stop my crying. I change into my pyjamas and snuggle against my pillows. My heart is literally breaking and it's the worst feeling I've ever felt.

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