Thank You California.

You Still Care

*Colleen's pov*
I didn't go to school because I didn't feel well. It's almost time. But I did get a worried text from Joshua. That's the first time one of us have contacted the other. I smiled to myself when I read it but then immediately wipe the smile off my face and my lips go into a perfect horizontal line. I don't reply but I don't delete it either. I take a Polaroid of the message and tape it to a page of the journal.

Dear Joshua,
You still care.

I know he still cares but we haven't talked in so long I just assumed he forgot. But the fact he noticed I wasn't there today meant a lot to me. I thought about replying at first but I didn't want to. It'll make me want him back and I can't do that. I sigh to myself. I go down stairs to make something to eat and then when I'm finished eating I fall asleep.

The next day I go to school. I notice Josh looking at me and he smiles. I pretend I don't see him and go to class. The day goes by pretty fast. My belly isn't huge but it isn't what it used to be. it looks like I had to much to eat but still. At this point I will grow everyday until I pop. Once I get home I read Joshua's text message again. I am hesitant about writing back. A part of me says no because if I do, I know I'll say something and we'll be together again. But the other part of me says, just be friends. You know you want him as just a friend. But I'm stuck in the middle and it really sucks.

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sorry guys for the crap chapters. it will get exciting.

yes, cliffhangers are happening soon.

in Jesus' name, goodbye.