Thank You California.

I've Been Thinking,

*Colleen's pov*
I am four months into my pregnancy. Still only Josh, Isaac, Becky, Mia and myself know about the baby. But pretty much everyone in school knows we're a couple. We didn't have a such an easy time. Every teacher, including the principle, has called both of our houses multiple times telling our parents that someone saw us kissing or hugging in public and think it's disgusting. They changed our classes so we aren't in the same classes anymore. Not even English. It's gotten to the point, if we get one more complaint they will suspend one of us. The police know. They aren't happy about it. Two months ago, we were outside holding hands and the cops handcuffed Josh because they thought he harassed me. Having sex with a girl if you are a guy is technically illegal. You could go to jail if you're caught. If it's after, they have no proof. Unless you get pregnant which no one has done. Besides me. Josh hasn't left me yet. He's even being more protective. Every time we're together he makes sure I have everything I need. He wants me healthy. Which I am very healthy but I'm only four months in. By six or seven months is when I should worry.
My parents don't really care if Joshua is over anymore. But if they found out i am pregnant with his kid they might think differently.
Speaking of, Josh just walked in my room. I put my arms around his neck to hug him. He holds me by my waist keeping my body as close to his as possible. I've gotten a lot bigger, so I have to wear big sweaters all the time. People have been noticing but they are mostly Joshs sweaters so I just tell them I'm being a cute girlfriend. "hi." I say quietly in his ear still hugging him. He lets me go as we pull away from hugging. "You're bigger since last week." he says. "Josh I'm pregnant I grow everyday." I whisper so no one else but Josh hears me. "Colleen we have to do something about this. You'll die." he worries. I sigh. "I've been thinking, and I want this baby." he looks at me like I shot him in the chest. "Colleen. You know what you just said right. You want to keep something that will eventually kill you." he says still whispering but in an angrier voice. "Yes I think she deserves to have a chance at life. And I can't give that to her if I let her die." I say. "So it's a precious baby girl?" he says with an attitude. "When I imagine us as a family I see a girl." I say. "But I am keeping this baby Joshua. It's inside of me remember?" I say kind of rude. "I know and exactly. I want you here, on this earth with me." he says. "Well if giving birth to our baby is the last thing I do, I'm glad."

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oh snap. Is Colleen really giving up her own life for an illegal baby??