Thank You California.

Hey Colleen,

*Joshua's pov*
A little over a month has passed and I haven't had one phone call, or text message, or even a wave or hi when I walk in the halls. School is over in three weeks and if I don't have school as an excuse to see her then I got nothing. And the baby should be here in six weeks or so. So I might not ever see her again. What if I hear "Colleen Ballinger, young teenage girl passed away after giving birth to a child illegally." on the radio one day or read it online. What if she dies, I might be able to prevent her from dying. I get interrupted by my thoughts when Isaac waves his hand in front of my face. "Yo where's Colleen?" he asks when I come back to reality. "What?" I ask shocked. It's rare she misses a day of school. "Yeah I was looking for her in the library at lunch and she wasn't there. No one else has seen her today either." He says in a low voice. I start panicking. What if she's giving birth right now? I need to go help her. "Isaac what if-" Isaac interrupts me, "Im sure she's not Josh calm down. Man, you should of never left her" he says almost whispering now. "She left me!" I shout starting to tear up. I start hyperventilating, "Josh, bro calm yourself before you draw attention." is the last thing I hear before seeing black.

I wake up in an unfamiliar room with a massive headache. I groan with pain when I see the school nurse walk in the small room I'm in. I must have passed out. "Hello Joshua." she says. "Hi" I whisper. "you fell unconscious on the ground and hit your head pretty hard. Do you have a headache?" she says. I nod holding my head and closing my eyes tight. "you'll be fine. Take a break and lay down while I get you medication." she says walking away. "But I have English class next." I say struggling to try and stand. I enjoy going to English class because I imagine Colleen is sitting right when she was before they changed both our schedules. "No no Evans. You're staying right here until the day is over. There's only thirty minutes until the bell rings. You need to calm down before I let you do anything." she says. I must have been out for a while since there's only a half hour left. Right before I passed out, lunch had just finished so I was about to go to English. That means I missed English and I'm supposed to be in history class right now. I lay down on my back and sigh. I think about Colleen and why she isn't at school for the next thirty minutes until I hear the bell. I stand up when I'm strong enough. I get out of that weird smelling room and see both my moms there. "Hi bud how are you feeling?" Lisa asks me touching my forehead. "fine. let's go home." I say with no emotion. They are both taken back by my tone of voice because I'm in such a miserable mood right now. I get in the car and they asks a dozen questions. "Colleen wasn't here today and she never misses school so I'm worried." I spit out before they asked any more questions. "oh but son. Things ended with you two a month ago." Gwen said. I can't tell them so I just stay quiet till we get home and then I lock myself in my bedroom for the night. I am so tempted to call her but I can't. She doesn't want to see me. I just send her a text,

Joshua: Hey Colleen, I know I shouldn't still have your number but I just wanted to see if you are okay. I noticed you weren't at school today and I was a little worried. if you want, just text me back when you can.

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