Thank You California.

I'm Here Now.

*Colleen's pov*
My eyes shoot open as i sit up and catch my breath. I am, now, sitting on my couch in my living room. I look around and I'm in my house. I look down and I'm wearing the exact shirt and underwear I was wearing in my dream. It was all a dream. It felt so... so real. My couch isn't full of blood and I'm the only one in the living room. Outside it looks pitch black from the window. I sigh and feel my heart rate start to slow down. I look down at my hands, that are shaking. I see two beautiful rings on the same finger. My left hand and my second finger. An engagement ring and a wedding band. I kick my legs off of the sofa and walk around my familiar house. I find my way back to the bedroom and see my husband sitting on his laptop. I smile to myself. "oh hey sweetheart. I'm sorry left you on the couch but you were so exhausted I let you sleep." he says shutting his laptop. "Josh, do we have a baby?" I ask quietly. "well you're holding our baby." he smiles, "in your stomach" he adds. I look down to my non visible stomach. "babe are you okay?" he asks me. "I had a really intense dream" I mumble walking to my side of the bed. He reaches around to reach me and rubs my back. "wanna talk about it?" he asks after a minute. "we lived in a world where loving someone from the opposite gender is illegal. There for if you were to get pregnant illegally it would be breaking the law. You and I, we fell in love with each other. One night, we made a mistake and got pregnant. My dream ended and we had a baby girl. But.... I didn't make it." I say quietly almost whispering. I feel a tear going down my cheek. Josh gets closer to me and I hide my face in his chest grabbing his arms. "shh baby. You're okay. I'm here now." he speaks quietly kissing the top of my head. I look up at my Joshua. "I love you." I say. He bends down to kiss my lips. I reach my neck up more never breaking the kiss, until I'm straddling him. I push him back down so I'm on top of him while we make out. It may have been all a dream, but I learned so much. I don't know who Becky is in my real life, if she's even real. I leaned so much in one dream. I'm glad it was a dream, I'm glad Joshua is my husband in real life and I'm glad I'm carrying his baby. In my dream, dating or being in love with a person of the other gender was wrong and disgusting. But in real life it was the opposite for a very long time. But now, these days, you see two girls holding hands walking in the mall and two guys hugging in front of a crowd of people because they just got engaged. Love is love and no one should have the right to tell you that you have to marry a boy just because you're a girl, when inside, you are in love in another girl. I am beyond grateful I found the person I love and I'm spending the rest of my life with him, but I'm also grateful that people who are part of the LGBT+ community are aloud to live their lives.

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