My Dearest, Laurens

I'm so sorry

Hey, guys... I'm a mean one aren't I? My best friend and I haven't spoken in almost two weeks and it'll be three after this week because I won't have a phone or any technology which means no UPDATE OMIGOSH I JUST REALISED. Anyway, I am sad. She had her "best friends" over for her birthday and they were all in the band. And she just left color guard so. They took a picture together on Snapchat and captioned it "best friends (missing [name of friend that isn't me])" And my sister totaled her car yesterday and idk if shes alright so I spent a good chunk of time last night crying until I got dizzy and fell asleep. So I apologize for sad story. I doubt anyone actually read this. I'll try to write another long chapter for you guys. I'm just being selfish.