The Repents

Chapter 2: The Wait!

"Mavi-Wavi...... Come down for dinner will ya?" Mom asked for the hundredth time for me to eat. She was worried for my condition was worsening and I wasn't responding. I just came home from class and sat on the couch next to the window wearing 'Harry's tee', one which I borrowed from him.
Time was the enemy I had, sitting alone took me to flashbacks. More of him.
Once, I was alone things got bad. Nights were a nightmare, all night while I tried to sleep, I kept looking at the window where he would come at night and make me smile whenever we had a fight. 
We had a lot of memories on this window. Once he brought ice-cream for me at 2 in the morning, cause I was hungry, and we sat outside in the garage when it started raining. We drenched in the cold rain.
       He started shivering so I dried his hair while he sat on the chair in front of me.
        Another tear dropped out of my eyes, out of guilt. Oh! I missed him like hell. Every night I woke up screaming for my lungs begged for air and I couldnt breathe. There was a huge hole in my heart which started living in me like a pest. The pain never went, it was like a continuous ache in me.
       Eating, drinking was a compulsion when mom would sit in front of me and would sit until I eat. I would give everything to get him back. Yes other guys made me smile but they could never replace him, they could never create place in my heart. Love meant nothing to me, any cheesy talk would cause me heartache. He never called or showed up. I begged on my lucky star hoping that he forgives me.
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