I was so annoyed, mad even. But why? Dahil ba binawi nya yung invite nya? Or there was more? Maybe, I guess oo. Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin siya nagbabago. She still can't fight for the things she wanted.
I eyed Flint who is now looking at me.
L:
"Keep your eyes on the road mate"
FE:
"Okay ka lang? What happened back there?"
I let out a long sigh. I just don't want to talk about it.
L:
"Nothing"
FE:
"Luch"
L:
"What?"
FE:
"Youre mad"
L:
"Yes I am"
FE:
"Wanna talk about it?"
L:
"NO"
FE:
"Oh cmon!"
I sighed in exasperation.
FE:
"Kanina lang you were flirting with each other with all the licking of the spoon and-. ."
L:
"Shut up okay. .And I wasn't flirting I was enjoying my food"
FE:
"Yes you were, poor kid hindi kinaya, pumuntang banyo haha"
L:
"Whatever"
All through the ride home Flint was bugging me about what happened. He was getting annoyed kasi I wouldn't tell him what's wrong. We arrived at my house and I bid goodbye to him.
L:
"Drive safe Mate"
FE:
"Sure see you tomorrow"
L:
"Goodnight"
I went inside the house and walk to the fridge, pulling out a bottle of beer. A little alcohol would calm me down. I was really upset. Well I guess some things never change.
It just sucks you know.
It sucks more knowing that I am still affected by her, greatly affected.
I slouched lazily in my recliner clearing my head of all the things that have been bothering me.
I checked my phone to see if someone called or texted. Nanay texted me saying she was enjoying her alone time and I need not worry.
Aba aba si Nanay ah, ayaw mo na ba akong umuwi Nay?
Maggie also texted me goodnight.
Maggie.
Maggie.
Maggie.
Justi. .
No. I wasn't thinking about her. I was thinking about Maggie and how beautiful she is. I was thinking about the night of my birthday. I was thinking about how amazing she is but the thought of Justine just wouldn't let me. Or maybe I was forcing myself to think about Maggie when in fact my thoughts are screaming for her.
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Loving Luch
Storie d'amoreLuch - a free spirited young chef in a foreign land who's struggling to find acceptance, love and happiness was bound to make a change in her life. She's tired of meaningless encounters, fed up of cheap thrills and boring talks. Finding the one? It...