my book of regrets // rants

me

you know what, things gotta change.

I'm done complaining about comments, I'm done seeming like a bitch. I gotta let people comment whatever the hell they want because it's a website free for anyone to use and express themselves.

here's the thing, when people comment the lyrics of an entiRE song, it blows up my notifs. so I delete those types of comments. that's it.

but yknow what, I've been a shitty writer lately, I've been a shitty wattpad writer. I need to engage, be nicer, happier, write at free will, write with actual emotions like I used to.

gotta get that attitude in tact.

because this is the internet and I can express myself and be me. even if that is annoying.

I just wanted to say some thank yous because a couple of good things have happened while I've been traveling/taking a break.

1) support hotline has hit 19k and is my most read fic. before that was my first fic I ever wrote, and support has passed that by 5k reads. that's crazy. thanks for reading my brain, it's a mess.

2) in one month, it will be a year since I wrote Wish, which was the first time my account had gotten a little bit of recognition because of anxietyattheball. I sent them my first rough draft and they helped me with a title and a cover, along with Spinning Stars on Her Fingernails.

3) how the fUck did this hit 1k if no one reads this lmao but thanks anyways??