my book of regrets // rants

little shit

1) WHY YALL RYLLONS ON MY SHIT

I DONT CARE IF YOU SHIP IT OR NOT BUT LIKE ITS OBVIOUSLY A RYDEN STORY

2) if you're going to correct my grammar, please be polite. I usually check multiple times over and over again to make sure I'm grammatically correct, but my first story, Let's Kill Tonight, especially in the early chapters, that was a learning experience for me. If you do correct me like a know-it-all, I will delete your comment.

3) DO NOT FUCKING SPOIL MY DAMN STORY/ STATE THE OBVIOUS. I usually get more of the latter. for example:
sentence:
"We are meeting the neighbors"
comment:
"must be Brendon"
...pls.

4) DO YOU REALIZE I DONT FUCKING THINK ABOUT THE MILK FIC EVERY TIME I WRITE PLEASE

5) I'm glad you like the story and that you want it to update, but it actually makes me sad when I see those kinds of comments. I used to be glad to even get one of those comments, because I took it as a compliment. now it makes me feel like a terrible writer who isn't on top of  updating their story. I'm not going to get all mad over it, but I'm just going to say, writing comments like that is pointless. you could comment "please update" 1,000 times and it wouldn't make a difference if a writer is having a block. I need to be in a certain mood to write, and if those comments come on the wrong day, it just adds on to the pile of shit that makes me even more depressed/stressed out.

5) I feel like I'm asking for too much, because I'm a small writer and I should just take all of the criticism/bullshit. but I'm a person and things, a lot of things, bother me. I chose to do this, I don't have to, I could quit right now. and if I want to do this, I should just take the stupid little things. and I can, but let me complain about them for a second so I can move on and continue writing what I like! 

6) enough with the ranting things, more onto other things.

7) you know when you have those moments with a certain person that replay in your head for a few days and wonder if you did anything wrong or said too much? yeah, that's what's happening with me right now.

8) I will constantly make jokes about peanut butter baby and kazoo kid because I cAN

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10) this is my lockscreen

11) I play a bright yellow ukulele and the tuning gears on the back are in the shape of DOLPHINS