my book of regrets // rants

notes by yours truly; on a plane

the origin of ryran:

okay so just like probably anything that comes to my head, ryran became a thing while makenna and I were facetiming. I think I was writing and I accidentally typed "ryran" and I just said "what the hell I just typed ryran" and then Dallon started a Q&A on twitter and we both got the notif for it, so makenna goes "@dallon say ryran for me" and I just go "that sounds really kinky" and i start fucking loosing it and I was literally in tears. then I started bringing it up on comments, like some of you would see me say that she has a ryran kink. well I needed a new @ because my original one was my name and I don't want to give that out immediately because it's private to me. so I had this twitter @ saved called "thedeathofadun" so I just thought of "thedeathofaryran" and boom. it's basically there forever. sorry makenna.

if I sat on a plane next to josh dun:

I would respectfully tell him that I am a huge fan, which is really an understatement but oh well. ask if I could take a quick picture. tell him that their music inspired me to get back into playing music, and because of that I have something to look forward to every day, making me thankful. i would NOT give him my twitter because he would block me lmao. ask him about his favorite x files episode. let him enjoy the rest of the flight however he liked.

if I sat next to brendon on a plane:

i would tell him Im a big fan, and to come to brazil, probably ask him about raquel, why he hasnt @ed her if he knows who she is. ask him about learning multiple instruments. ask him to meet me at the gate after flight for fight. 

why the fuck am I writing all of these notes like I would have reasonable/deep thoughts on this shitty flight I hate myself ha

listen if we still have thirty minutes until we land keep the fucking lights off please