okay, if anybody reads this they're probably going to think that I'm fucking insane, because my family does now too, because of this.
ride makes me feel a certain way, and it's hard to explain, but I'm going to try right now.
the second it starts, it feels like my stomach drops, wether it's on the radio or on my phone.
I mean it's a fucking bop but the drop to the chorus just makes my stomach flip.
it kind of relaxes me, like I feel like I'm on drugs, honestly,but my heart rate picks up. especially when I hear it in public because hey, that song fucks me up and now I'm going to hear eVERYWHERE AND CRY.
and the bridge, before the last chorus that's kind of silenced makes my heart rate pick up and then it drops to the "taking my tiIIIIIME" is what makes me literally start crying. like the build up is hype and then it all drops and my heart drops and then boom I'm a mess.
go ahead and ask me why that happens I don't have a fucking answer. I don't know why.
also josh gets in the crowd for this song and that's honestly tRIGGERING
(this picture is also from the first time I saw them, at KROQ almost acoustic christmas)
thanks for reading this bullshit lmao
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