Dear Carrie,
I love you. I never thought I could love a person the way I love you. I also never thought I'd be writing this to you and reading it at your funeral.
I wish it would've been me; it should've been me. You have done so much good in the world and I think you could've done so much more good.
You had such a good heart. You cared so deeply about so many people and so many people care deeply about you, I know I do. I wish you were here. I wish we were sitting on the couch, your head in my lap as I ran my fingers through your hair. I wish I could lean down and kiss you and feel you kiss me back. I wish I felt those butterflies in my stomach every time I looked at you, still. I wish I knew that I would always be loved, loved by you.
Most importantly, I wish I could stand at the alter, watching you walk towards me in one of those wedding dresses that would make you look even more perfect, if possible. I wish I could hold your hand as you gave birth to our first child. I wish I could hold you in my arms and never let you go.
Carrie, I love you and I know you've always loved me. I'm sorry for letting you leave my house that day."
-Mike
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