Royal Blood Book one(wattys2016)

knight in shinning armor

"Josh... what are you doing..?" my voice was barley a whisper.

He ignored my question and continued to stroke my arm.  He got up and placed himself in-between my legs, laying on top of me but holding himself up with his arms. His face was blurry but I could still make out the grin creeping across his face.

before I had time to think another thought, his lips smashed into mine. they smelled of rubbing alcohol and his kiss was not gentle. He forced my mouth open and swept his tong across my bottom lip. I thought kissing Josh would be great, but this was nothing like the daydreams I have had about him. he was rough and he was hurting me. I tried to turn my head to the side but he grabbed a fistful of my hair to keep me in place.

this wasn't right, I started to panic.

"get off me....josh...get off!" my whisper was a little louder, but still not loud enough to get his attention.

I let out a little groan, he must of mistaken that for pleasure because before I knew it, his hand was running up my inner thigh under my dress.  I wanted to close my eyes, I wanted to escape this nightmare. I knew if I closed my eyes I would lose the fight with sleep and he would have his way with me, so instead I pleaded him with my eyes as tears blurred my vision. Assuring myself he would feel guilty and stop.

"stay awake Nat." he again whispered in my ear.

"its more fun when your watching." his smile was evil and I knew he wasn't going to stop.

Crying wasn't going to save me. I had no more fight in me. my arms and legs felt like jelly and my whole body just laid there for the taking. there was nothing I could do but pray it would be over soon.

His cold hand touched my pelvis and the moment he made contact an adrenaline rushed shot through me. I don't know how but I managed to lift my knee as hard as I could landing a hit right in his crouch.

"you fucking bitch!" he screamed.

"your going to pay for that!" the evil smile was back and I instantly regretted hitting him.

He threw me onto the floor on my stomach, I had no chance of catching my fall   as my limp body collided with the floor. my head bounced off the wood and I made no effort to fight back.

His cold grip grabbed my panties and pulled them down my legs and off my body. I felt hopeless. he was going to rape me. This was how I was going to lose my virginity. I closed my eyes and tried to welcome the darkness waiting to consume me. I didn't want to be awake for this.

"please God" I pleaded in my head.

"please save me, please let this nightmare end. I cant live like this. help me....someone.....anyone...help me." I poured my heart into the prayers, calling unto God to save me, to let me fall asleep. save me from this hell, I don't deserve this.

"BANG!" I felt josh lift himself off my body as soon as he was undoing his pants.

I look to the right and see the front door smashed off the hinge.

"what the fuck?" I heard him, his shock was evident on his face.

I welcomed the distraction. but my mind couldn't comprehend what was happening. flashes of blurs crossed the living room and josh was gone. I tried to focus on the door, waiting to meet my end but the darkness I had been praying for earlier came to me and I floated off into sleep.