Lucas' POV
I sighed in frustration before grabbing my keys. I was going to go insane if I sat in this house that was so full of memories of my summer with Maya for one more minute. I drove to the beach hoping the sand and sun would give my mind some clarity. I took my shoes off and laid them on top of the blanket I had packed. I walked out to the shore letting the water kiss my feet. I pulled down my sunglasses as the sun shone in my face. All I could think about now was how last time I was here Maya was stealing the sunglasses off of my face and kissing me. Now the sun only lit up everything that was wrong in my life; how I went and let my temper get the best of me and ruined everything. I decided the sun and sand wasn't the best idea to keep my mind off of Maya so I walked up to the pier. Some song about sun, surf, and waves was playing. It was upbeat but it didn't help either. I felt distanced from the cheeriness of the pier. My thoughts wondered again. I regretted ending things with Maya how I had. But I just wasn't sure. I didn't want to chase her if I didn't want to be with her forever. At our age forever is a scary thing to think about. So a week had passed and I had yet to make any effort to contact her. No matter where I went though I couldn't shake the feeling of heartbreak.
