Babygirl // h.g

Twentyone

"I'll cry until this pity party's in flames" I said, that didn't do good only made me more sad. I pulled over on the side of the road with my emergency lights on, I put my head back on the seat of the car, I looked at the moonroof and stared at it.

'You're just not worth that much' I thought. I looked around knowing Ryann took a bottle of alcohol in here cause I watched her sneak it in. I looked around, I opened the glove department and saw it. I laughed at myself for checking such a silly spot like that. I opened it and took a sip and rolled down my window so when I smoked later on the smell wouldn't stay in the car.

'Why doesn't anyone stay?' I thought trying to figure out an answer.

'You're drunk'

"Yeah I know right" I said laughing at myself taking another drink of the alcohol. I started to laugh hard and I couldn't stop laughing, next thing I know I was screaming on the top of my lungs as the burning sensation traveled through my chest leaving me crying in pain after.

Answer the phone please, baby girl - Hayes

My phone lit up again, just seeing his name made my heart burn more then it already did, I breathed in the smoke and let it out closing my eyes and opening filling the cold tears slip out again I whipped them away with the sleeve of my jacket.

Babe please where are you? - Hayes.

My phone kept ringing and going off.

Babe - Hayes.

This isn't funny I'm scared - Hayes.

Babe? - Hayes,

Hazel....? - Hayes.

I ignored his text and kept drinking the bottle of whatever alcohol I was drinking. I laid back in the back seat, my head pounding and my heart beating out of my chest.

Have pov.

The party was over and we were in the hotel room, Ethan and Ryann tried calling Hazel phone but no luck, I pasted around the room running my hands through my hair.

"We swear that's all she said, she got up got her jacket I gave her the keys to the car and she left" Ethan said rubbing my back.

"Why'd she leave?!" I asked looking at him in they eyes, he looked away and at Ryann she gave bout of us a blank stare i got mad at this point.

"She uh she saw you kissing that girl with the blonde hair earlier" Ryann looked down playing with her fingers, fuck.

"I tried to cover her eyes but she pulled my hand away and watched you guys have a make out session" Ethan explained I put my face in my hands as I took a deep breath.

"Didn't she know I was drug and I didn't know what was going on?" I said in frustration, they stayed quiet.

"Dude she's probably out drinking again, who knows" Ryann said walking up to me I started to cry as I felt m the art begin to burn as I felt empty inside.

Hazel pov.

I felt empty inside thinking of what he's doing right now, he could be crying right now and I wouldn't know, or he could be living his life just like another day without me in it. I took one last hit of my cigarette and the alcohol before throwing both of them out the window

Hey uh babe? I finally know why you left I get it I fucked up like I usually do, it understand. Just if you see this please text me back I'm begging you, I'm more then sorry but if you will take me back I won't do it again, I'm sorry. I was drunk she was drunk I didn't know what i was doing, just like you right now. Hazel you're drunk I know you are you know that. Just please come back to me, I miss you. I don't want you to leave me, Hazel I need you in my arms, I need to kiss your lips and tell you how sorry I am when I see you. Face to face. I'm empty inside, and I know you are too. I'm scared without you, seriously I really am. Don't do anything that'll hurt you please, you're drunk. Just come back to the hotel and let me hold you - Hayes.

I'm coming - me.

I didn't even think I just moved my thumbs and pressed 'sent' I felt myself smile just a little bit before turning off the emergency lights and starting to drive again. I didn't let anything distracted me cause I'm drunk right now. Very. And I need to be in Hayes arms.