"Am I the lead or are you?" Frisk mutters to me as we sit in the Waiting Hall. Sans opened shortcuts for us so we could talk. We do this quite frequently now. Every Saturday and Wednesday.
"It's got to be me, I'm Crazy!" I giggle, and she ruffles my hair affectionately. We decided that she's the big, mature, and sensible sister, and I'm the little, irresponsible, and slightly crazy sister. Only because I'm like, two cm shorter than her, and I almost killed the world an infinite amount of times...
"Hm, but are you Real or the Fake?" she flicks through her manga, and I laugh.
"Fake. You're the Real. Wanna sing?" We recently discovered our new favourite manga and Vocaloid series; The Night Series. Our personal favourite is Ever ++ Lasting ++ Night.
"Okay, but from our favourite chapter... I mean Chorus." Frisk puts down her manga and I pull her up from the floor an we spin around.
"Finding out the truth after all this time
the lead demoted to a fake could only cry
Betrayal at hand, was all in the plan
The pieces in place on this Bad End Night
And with the crazy lead drowning in madness now
Wishing for the page to just let her take the final bow
But time's running out, no way we can mend
history repeats itself--
I found the end!
Tonight our world is spinning 'round what the lead will say
we're simply going by the script till the break of day
The story controls us all to the core
We'll follow it to a T until encore"
I laugh as Frisk collapses to the floor in a dizzy heap. We both lurch around in our state, and we're both giggling madly.
"You're right! You're the fake Lead!" Frisk yells through her laughter. "You're completely bonkers Alice!"
"Says you! The Real Lead was crazier! She goes insane and kills everyone!" I butt in.
"I... I guess... I guess I really am the Real Lead..." Frisk's laughter dries up quickly, and I notice my mistake.
"Frisk... I uh... I'm sorry..." I murmur, and she smiles weakly, tears dropping from her eyes. Her cheeks were flushed from our laughter, but wet with her sadness.
"Never mind." She gets up and walks over to a pillar and sits facing away from me.
"La da da da ta
I'm gonna bury you in the ground
La da da da ta
I'm gonna bury you in my sound
I'm gonna drink the red from your pretty pink face
I'm gonna...
Sorry I don't treat you like a goddess,
Is that what you want me to do?
Sorry I don't treat you like you're perfect,
Like all your little loyal subjects do.
Sorry I'm not made of sugar,
Am I not sweet enough for you?
Is that why you always avoid me?
That must be such an inconvenience to you.
Well, I'm just your problem.
I'm just your problem.
It's like I'm not even a person, am I?
I'm just your problem.
Well, I shouldn't have to justify what I do.
I shouldn't have to prove anything to you.
I'm sorry that I exist,
I forget what landed me on your black list.
But I shouldn't have to be the one that makes up with you.
So, why do I want to? Why do I want to?
To... bury you in the ground... and drink the blood from your..."
I finish my song and punch the wall that conveniently appeared next to me. The waiting hall is like the Room of Requirement...
Frisk is gone, probably left during my internal war. I just want my knives back. I want the uncaring, the lack of emotion, and the pain... I want the pain to go away, be numb like I used to be.
Walls surround me, engulfing me in darkness as they attempt to crush the oxygen from my lungs. The anxiety sets in and I start panting heavily, my eyes squeezed shut and my fists clenched tight, my lungs and muscles burning in agony. I sense the demons at the edge of my heart and SOUL, ready to claim me again as I am lost to Darkness...
"Chara! Chara! I'm here for you! Never forget that! I'm going to get you out, just... just calm down!" Frisk's voice penetrates the blackness, and I feel the warmth of her SOUL reach out to me.
"DON'T LEAVE! PLEASE! DON'T LEAVE ME FRISK!" I scream, panic, anxiety, and fear coursing through my veins.
"I'm right here...."
"A fallen angel, who had lost her wings,
devoted her body to a defiled vow.
Although she used to be in love with someone,
with her own hands, she completely erased her past.
"An injured angel, who had lost her way,
was roaming on the streets in the sunset,
and encountered a lonesome girl
whose eyes were stunningly beautiful.
"And in that moment, before any other thought
The poor angel fell in love as soon as eyes had locked
And with these feelings that would never be forgiven in her
She had opened up Pandora's box
"But the thing she wants to find, hidden by secret smiles
The forbidden fruit that's never to be eaten with greed
A relationship between a human and angel can only come to be
If they are willing to forsake everything
"If I give up the purity I have now
And I could live a life where our love is to be allowed
Then I would gladly cut away both my wings
I would not hesitate to bow down to the demon king
"Today there was, in the place of holy vows
A bride-to-be with darkness as her shroud
But at that time, she had turned her head to find
The most curious boy who stood out from the crowd
"And in that moment, though she couldn't tell you why
The wretched girl fell in love as soon as they met eyes
And with these feelings that would never be forgiven in her
She had turned her back on all her life
"And what she got in the end held within her two hands
The alluring fruit that she has now consumed out of lust
As our passion and warmth fill the space between us
We find the chaste vow we made has been defiled by the sins of our love
"Knowing that there's no way for me to go back
I've relinquished the bonds that connected me to my past
All I regret's having regretted at all
Let me drown in your presense as I take the final fall
"Ah, the unforgivable sin
Turns into a wound that will never fade for all eternity
Now suddenly shot downwards from heaven
An arrow of judgement will be her death sentence
"There was an angel who had lost both her wings
For a black vow she made, she lost hold on the state of things
And as her last act of defying her fate
Left behind nothing but a single feather in her place
Having chosen to save the girl
Disappeared from this world
"There was an angel who had lost both her wings
And a girl cloaked in darkness who once was a bride-to-be
Even if they're exiled from heaven's door
They will always stay faithful to the vow that they once swore
So their sins will retain the purity that they had before
'Til the time the forbidden fruit has rotted to the core
Yet awaiting the day their destinies will cross once more."
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Broken Timelines ✔️
FanfictionI WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS 15/16 I'M REALLY SORRY LADS Chara is stuck in a spiral of Evil. Sans and Frisk are happily living on the Surface. The LOVE is gone, and replaced with love. All Gaster needs to do is interfere with a moment.
