The Masochist

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I'm a masochist.

I like being hurt.

Not physically or sexually but

Mentally and emotionally.

I strive for things I know so can't get.

Especially people,
People I can't get.

I like being in pain

And getting my heart broken.

The pain sucks

But it also gives me pleasure.

The pain is slowly killing me

Piece by piece

And I love it.

I know that sounds kind of fucked up

But life is kind of fucked up.

It's like knowing a drug is going to kill you

But doing it anyways.

But that's just how life is.

People have told me to stop hurting myself

But I can't help it

It's gives me so much satisfaction.

Laying alone in my bed

Drowning in my own tears

Gives me pleasure.

I'm a masochist.

I like being hurt.

A/N: This is just some random thing I made up in my head. It's not related to any fandom. I guess it's kind of like a poem.

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