Falling For One (Book #1)

Chapter 5

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*Lukes pov*

Well  I guess Autumn won't come in to my room, like I was hoping, but strange thing is I didn't hear her go to bed, her bedroom is right next to min, and let me be the first to say these walls are not sound proof, because I can hear Ash and bay laughing and giggling. Hmm I wonder if Autumns okay, I mean, she didn't really say much to me after the movie, I wonder if it scared her or something, well I guess it doesn't hurt checking. I get up from bed and slowly make my way to The guest room where Autumn is suppose to be, but shes not there... hmmm is all I can think, and where is she. Well the next place I look is out on the balcony, but nope shes not there either, the last place I look is the living room, and all be damn finally shes there! I slowly approach her, her backs to me., and im trying not to scare her so I come up from behind her, shes just standing there, I put my hand on her sholder, and she jumps a little, which made me laugh, but nope not her, I didn't realize she was crying, until I came in front of her and looked her in the eyes, I could tell she wasn't in the mood to talk, but boy did she look upset, she looks as if everything she loves has been taken from her. I just wrap my arms around her and hold her tight, my arms are wrapped protectively around he waist pulling her as close as possible to me. I put my head n the crook of her neck and whisper "are you okay love" She didn't respond, she only started to cry harder in my chest. I carefully guided her to my room, so we can talk if she wants, what I highly doubt she will want to since shes still crying, but not as bad anymore. I guide her to my bed and help her lay down. I asked her if she was ojay but she didn't answer, I told her I was going to go sleep in the guest bedroom, and when I was almost at the door I heard he say " stay with me.....pleaseee".

All I did was turn around and walk back towards my bed and lay down on her opposite side and wrap my arms around her, but I quickly pull the covers over us, then she turns, and now she is facing me, she has her head in my chest and she finally stopped crying, but she was still awake, just staring off in space. I hear her say " im sorry'" I say " why are you sorry, you have nothing to be sorry about, nothing at all.... do you wanna talk about it?" she said it was a long story, and that she didn't want to start crying agin so it was better if she didn't tell the story, but she did tell me that she has lost everyone she loved besides Bailey, and that's why she lives with Bay, she also said that she is scared to get close to people because shes scared they will be taken from her. And all I could think, is wow what has this beautiful girl been put through, she doenst deserve what has happened to her, even if I don't know what exactly happened I know that no one and especially her does not deserve it. I feel so bad for her. I must have been thinking to myself to long because before I could say anything, she was fast asleep, with her head and my chest and her arms wrapped around my waist and were mine to her.

I really like her even if I haven't known her long at all, I can tell that shes been through so much, I can also tell that im starting to like her way to much way to fast, but I also could tell that I didn't ever want her to go through anything bad again, but if she has to, I want and I will be with her every step of the way. But I need for her to get to know me more and I need her to open up to me, just like how I need to open up to her. I like her a lot, no I like her so much more thank the word like means I think wait no... I know that for a fact I am falling for her.