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Scarlette's POV

"Thanks for tonight." I smiled at Carson holding onto the door as he walked out of it.

"No problem babe. I'll see you tomorrow?" he asked grabbing my hand and rubbing the top of it with his thumb.

"Of course." I answered standing on my tip toes to kiss him on the cheek.

"Bye baby." Carson smiled followed with a wave which I returned.

I waited by the door until I saw his car pull off then I ran upstairs and laid on my bed. I smiled at the thought of everything that just happened then remembered what I saw outside my window. I jumped up and opened my window to see if he was still there. When I didn't see him I closed my window and unlocked my phone to call him.

"Hey Gray?" I asked into the phone.

"What do you want?" he asked with sleep surrounding his voice.

"I'm sorry for what you saw. I didn't know you were going to come over." I answered honestly.

"Well I did and it doesn't matter." he replied with an annoyed tone which confused me.

"Wait are you mad?" I asked scrunching my eyebrows together even though he couldn't see me.

"No I'm fine." he answered simply.

"Uh okay then. What did you want to talk about earlier?" I asked and I heard him sigh out of annoyance.

"Yes of course I'm mad. You got mad at me because I told you the truth then to get back at me you sleep with Carson when I was going to come over and apologize and shit like that. But what ever as long as you're happy it doesn't matter." he groaned and I was shocked. I didn't realize how mad that would make him that I was with my boyfriend but then I thought about how annoyed he was with me which made me mad.

"Well sorry I wanted to have sex with my boyfriend?" I apologized as a question. "Also it does matter. I can't be the only one happy here Grayson and you obviously aren't. Lastly of course I was going to be mad at the truth but I wasn't trying to get back at you. Carson came over and apologized for yelling at me today in the hallway and we were just hanging out until it turned into something more." I finished hoping that he would understand but knowing how stubborn the both of us are I doubt it.

"It sure seems like you were trying to get back at me because if us two were to get into an argument you would walk away and not say anything to me for a long time unless you felt guilty." he replied and I realized how right he was but I didn't want to go down without a fight.

"Well I wasn't trying to get back at you so get that thought out of your head. Also that's not true, sometimes you come and talk to me first and then we make up. It's just, different." I whispered at the last part and I could here him giggle.

"Different? How? Is it because we used to be best friends and I liked you because you were beautiful, kind and had an amazing personality? Well don't worry I don't like you anymore because you aren't kind and your personality is horrible." he said then hung up before I could answer his question.

Grayson's POV

I can't believe that I just said that to her, I mean she wasn't really kind anymore unless you were with her alone and her personality was the same way. I felt like crap for what I said but at the same time I needed to get that out of my system. 

After a few minutes of just playing music quietly I decided to get up and take a shower. I had no where to go except school and I couldn't care less if I was late so I am going to take as long as I want. I turned on the water and locked the door behind me so Ethan wouldn't walk in on me. I took off my shirt, pants and underwear and sat on the toilet with the seat down until the shower was hot. 

I guess I had waited longer than intended because I got up to get in the shower and the mirror was foggy. I thought this was the perfect time to get my business taken care of so I sat back down on the toilet and pulled out my phone and headphones. I typed in the site I wanted and the category than started touching myself slowly. The faster they went in the video the faster I went. The girl looked so hot which made me get harder and harder. Before I went any further I sat on the floor to be more comfortable and sat the phone up in my pants so I could still see it. I began touching myself again then stroked myself until my pre-cum came out. With my other hand I reached into the shower and got my hand a little wet then rubbed it on my chest. I stroked faster and faster because the thought of skin on skin just made me feel some kind of way. I threw my head back in pleasure and imagined the girl in the video sucking on my length. I went a little faster then finally I came. My breathing was heavy and my heart beat was quick. I continued to stroke because why not? I rubbed the cum all over and put some on my chest with the warm water. The video ended but I didn't care I just kept going. Thinking about girls and having sex with them kept me turned on until I realized who I was thinking about the entire time.

Scarlette.