Eigengrau #TheWattys2K16

T W E N T Y F I V E

~~ WARNING THIS CHAPTER MOSTLY CONTAINS GAY SMUT SO JUST BEWARE. YOU DON'T NEED TO READ IT IF YOU WISH TO SKIP OVER IT. THE SMUT DOES CONTAIN ETHAN AND ALEX IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN READING IT. ~~

Grayson's POV

As we were in last period all I could think about was the kiss that Scarlette and I shared last night. It was so amazing and her lips were so soft and plump. The kiss was so passionate and full of lust, well at least until my mom walked in. I miss her lips more and more by the day goes by but I know there is nothing I can do about it because she has a boyfriend and it would ruin her reputation.

Just as I was about to actually start paying attention for once, a note flew on my desk and I couldn't help but read it now.

Grayson my friend is going over to your house today and if he messes with you I'm sorry I just figured out ~~ Carson

I looked over to Carson and waited for him to look up from his paper. When he did I nodded my head in understanding before shoving the note in my pocket.

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I knew I had to talk to Scarlette about what happened or else it would eat me alive.

"Hey Scarlette?" I asked through the door, knocking lightly.

"Yes?" she asked her eyes barely open.

"Are you okay?" I asked turning my head slightly to the side to look into her eyes.

"Yeah I'm just a little tired. Uh do you want to come in?" she asked and I was a little shocked by her question.

"Um yeah." I answered walking past her to sit on the end of her bed.

"Sorry I was just sleeping so my bed isn't made." she smiled fixing up some of her pillows.

"Hey it's okay. You don't have to fix anything for me." I smiled in return.

"Why do you keep talking to me?" she asked slipping under her cover.

"What do you mean?" I asked raising an eyebrow in confusion.

"I mean I have been nothing but mean to you, I had sex with some jerk when you are obviously the better person here, and when we made out I ignored you all day until now. I'm sorry forget what I just said." she apologized and I just with a smile laid across my face.

"Don't be sorry." I said leaning down to kiss her.

"We can't do this." she said lifting me up by the shoulders.

"Why not?" I asked sitting back a little.

"Because I don't want to cheat." she answered and I let out a sigh.

"Yeah I understand. I don't want you to feel like you're cheating on Carson with me." I said which made her sit up quickly.

"See that's what I mean. I don't feel like I'm cheating on Carson with you, I feel like I'm cheating on you with Carson." she said and I was partially confused and partially happy.

"Wait are you serious?" I asked with a smile.

"Yes I mean we have been friends for so long and when you said you liked me I wanted to say it back. I was just too awkward and I was afraid that if we did get together and we ended up breaking up we would never be friends again. You've always been, sweet, kind, put up with me even when I made no sense and all of that kind of stuff. The only arguments we get in are because I decided Carson was a better idea at the time and I didn't want to ruin my reputation. I'm so sorry for being such an ass to you." she replied.