So I haven't left my house in, well, I think it's been two weeks. Three weeks? That would be a month then. I honestly don't know. Keeping track of time isn't important anymore. Nothing is important anymore. I'm still a laughing stock at school, and I don't want to face anybody because I don't want their sympathy. What about Andrew you ask? Well, he's been stopping by, but he's still with the blonde. I looked out my window one day after he left and she was waiting in the car. They kissed and drove off. Sydney has stopped by a lot, but she has been keeping her space. I'm too depressed right now to deal with people.
Blankly staring at my wall that is covered in pictures of Tyler and I, I almost miss the sound of knocks at my door. It's my mom.
"Hi sweetie, Dad and I just went for a walk just to clear our heads. I recommend you do the same." and then she shuts the door.
Rolling over out of bed I look into the mirror. When was the last time I showered? Doesn't matter. My messy bun, no makeup, sweat pants and t-shirt will have to do.
I walk out of the house and onto the side walk. I walk for who knows how long jut staring at my feet. Rain begins to sprinkle down, but I don't even care. I won't need that shower now though.
"Skyler." I hear a distant voice say.
"Skyler, stop." I hear it again.
"Damn it, would you listen to me?"
Well damn. Chill. No need to cuss. I shuffle, turning around and meet the eyes of the man as he approaches me.
"Shouldn't you be out with your blonde?" I say
"Shouldn't you be inside sulking?" he says. I turn around and continue to walk. He grabs my arm turning me back around.
"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." he says.
"For what? You didn't kill my brother. It was the drunk driver."
"That's not what I meant. I shouldn't have snapped at you like that."
"Oh. Okay." I still haven't looked back up at him.
"Hey, let's get out of this rain,okay? " I hadn't even noticed it picked up the pace.
"Oh. I'm fine." I pause. "Why are you here? Go back to blondie." With that I turn around and walk away
Why am I so cold towards him. I shouldn't be. He has done so much for me, but yet. He's also hurt me so much.
"Because I love you." I hear him say. I stop, turn back around and begin to talk without thinking.
"Yah, well you're also in a relationship right now, so I was right about you. You are a player. And congratulations because you've made me one too, according to you. You forgot about me after that night, you moved on, gave up, left me in the dust. I was broken and had to pick up the pieces all by myself." All I could think about were those words he muttered a while ago, "Look who's the player now." I turned around walking away, faster this time with no intent of turning back. I didn't care that is was pouring down rain, at least Andrew wouldn't be able to tell I was crying.
Andrew begins to yell "you think I forgot about you? You think I just gave up? Damn Skyler, I tried so f*cking hard to get rid of the thought of being without you, and I never could. So I thought moving on would help, and that did nothing." He pauses. His words becoming softer because he has moved closer."Skyler, you're my infinity. You are my today, my tomorrow. My every day. What we have is never ending." He chocked while grabbing a hold of my hands. "I would be a fool to let someone like you go.... Infinity."
Speechless. No one has said infinity to me since Tyler. Except this time, it had a different meaning. I was determined to figure out what is was.
I grabbed the collar of Andrew's shirt and pulled him into me, planting my lips on his full of passion. For the first time in a month, I felt something. The sparks were now firework, the butterflies were flying away. I couldn't control such power.
We pulled away, breathless and he stared at me with a surprised look in his eyes.
"I love you, Andrew. I love you so much. Infinity." I wrapped my arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer, deepening the kiss.
"Let's get out of here. What do you say?" He asks breathless and full of lust.
"As long as i'm with you." I say as he grabs my hand leading me towards his car.
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Infinity
RomanceSkyler Philips, a gymnast and newbie to her brothers school has to try to fit in. After her old self went through injuries and fears. Fitting in may not be as easy as she thinks when she experiences a Roller coaster that doesn't just go up. For, the...
