Eidee gulped nervously as she gazed at Louis. She knew he was talking, but somwhow tbe words didn't make sense to her.
"...I'm sorry what?" Eidee asked leaning back into the lounge.
"I said where do you want to have the wedding." Louis said. "So, where do you want it?"
"Um...I... Louis I've got something to tell you before we start wedding planning." Eidee muttered looking towards the ground.
"What is it?" Louis asked worry filling his voice, he nervously bit his lip as Eidee fideled with her fingers.
"I...you know how I told you I had a misscarriage."
"Why are you bringing it up now? That was two years ago."
"I never had a misscarriage."
"Eidee what are-"
"I had an abortion."
Louis licked his lips and stared at Eidee, not knowing what to say. He didn't know what she was expecting him to do, shout? Scream? Laugh? He didn't know.
"Louis..." Eidee muttered. "Please, say something."
Louis swallowed the lump in his throat. "What am I supposed to say? You just told me you've been lying to me for two years about what happened to my kid."
"Please don't say it like that, you make it sound like the freaking baby was born."
"Well it never had the chance to be born."
"I'm sorry Lou." Eidee mumbled tears forming in her eyes. "I just-"
"Just shut up please." Louis replied getting up from the lounge. "I can't."
"Louis." Eidee started as she followed him from the room. "I'm so sorry. I just can't imagine myself ever being a mother, and..."
Louis stopped walking and turned to look at Eidee while leaning against the wall.
"Go on." Louis prompted.
"You're an amazing father. I've seen it all for two years. I watched you teach Tellie how to ride a bike, I've seen you stay with her all day and night when she's sick. I've heard you sing her to sleep when she has nightmares.Louis you're absolutely perfect when it comes to being a parent. And I can't do that, if we have a kid it's gonna have a perfect father and a mother who has no idea what she's doing."
"I don't know what I'm doing." Louis shrugged. "One day I was just a guy in One Direction next I was supposed to be a damn father."
"But Tellie automatically loved you."
Louis scoffed. "She wouldn't speak to me for the first month she lived with me. On the second day she lived with me I had to try and force her to eat. I had to force a three year old who I'd known for a day to eat. Then, she had nightmares every night, then I had to try and comfort her while she was scared shitless of me. Don't say she automatically loved me."
Eidee pursed her lips. "But you did it. I would never be able to do that. God, Tellie hates me-"
"Your fault."
"I know...but.either way, I can tell you I regret it but I dont. And I thought you'd wanna know, if you want to break up I understand."
Louis stepped away from the wall so he was standing in front of Eidee.
"Why, would I break up with you?" He asked putting his hand on Eidee's face. "Only a fool would break up with you. And I am not a fool."
"You sure about that?"
"Five percent positive."
Louis put his lips on Eidee's kissing her roughthly.
"Lou..." Eidee breathed as she kissed him.
"Let's take this upstairs."
"...Let's agree on this." Carly said a smirk on her face as she twirled her hair around her finger. "We go away this weekend, you do your recording next."
"Sounds good." Harry shrugged as he shut the fridge. "But we can't go away if it doesn't work with the other's."
"And why wouldn't it work with them?"
"Well, Chantelle's meant to be working which means Niall's got to watch Jace and Arizona. Louis and Eidee are planning a wedding. And Darian's got a-"
"A what?"
Harry bit his lip and shook his head. "Nothing."
"You know don't you." Carly demanded briskly getting up from her seat. "Don't you."
"Depends. If you asking me if I know Darian's pregnant then I have no idea."
"How'd you find out?"
"How'd you find out? Zayn said they weren't telling anyone."
"You think Darian didn't me?" Carly laughed. "She told me, Des, Channi, her other friends she even told Eleanor. Who told you?"
"Zayn, although he asked us not tell anyone."
"Same here."
"I sometimes wonder how their relationship lasts."
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